Thankfully, the sun is out, the sky is as blue as ever demanding to be enjoyed, but before I get out there for a little run, I'd like to put some of my dear friends comments on here for all to enjoy. I feel so blessed to know so many special folks. In regards to soul mates and just wisdom, here are a few responses I have received.
- "I am as I have always been, as the Great Spirit created me. All souls who have known me remember me and I them. We pass through time, meet and dance as the Great Spirit beats the drum that is in the rhythm of our heart and in the hearts of me and other warriors that dance in the light. When I have fulfilled my spirit's cause, I will return to the stars and become a light to guide other warriors as I was guided. Thus I live my Life" The Wisdom of Mad Bear Mel N. Day
- "What a great post! I totally agree with you. I know that my husband Todd and I have had VERY MANY lifetimes together. There is no way he could put up with me for so many years, haha.. but he's exactly the opposite of me, calm and steady, thinks things through, I'm erratic, tyrannical, and when younger, impulsive! But we complement each other, PLUS he's a man's man. with working man's hands, wears car hart's and I know if the world shut down tomorrow, he could live off the land and we would make it! Thanks again for the uplifting post!" Liz
- "He's the yin to my yang, haha I also think that how your raised has a lot to do with it. Both our parents have been happily married for over 50 years! And growing up in that environment shows what it takes in the form of giving and receiving, and that love is a choice that you make. It's hard work sometimes, my mother always said, "there might be times that you can't stand eachother, but you'll get through it, your growing" GOD what I would do to have her be able to talk to me now!! she is/was (mind not all there) is so fricken SMART! She's totally an evolved soul..." Liz
Hello Everyone,
It's a sunny beautiful day which always helps the spirit following days of gray clouds and snowy skies. I'm sorry I have not been posting about dreams, but very, very oddly for me, my lucid or vision dreaming is still in a rest period, or so it seems, but philosophical thoughts still permeate my brain during the days after a good nights sleep. Lately, the concept of soul mates seems to be wafting through my mind once again demanding attention.
For me, a soul mate is literally the soul's other half-the yin to my yang though I know a lot of folks refer to this as the twin soul, but for me that is not the case. A twin soul to me are my friends that seem to be exactly like myself in thoughts, spirit and even life patterns; a group at the same vibrational frequency as myself life time after life time. I have a number of twin souls that lift up my life and make me laugh at the insanity of having others so similar in spirit. There's Carla, her daughter Laurie, my kids Tessa & Maury, Dick (we belong in the same pea pod together), Mary, Judy, Tawnya and my warrior friend Liz, whom I call Crazy Horse & of course Mel, who is scarily like the male side of myself. These friends & I have NO doubt, experienced a number of lifetimes together as native warriors. We all have different personalities, lifestyles, etc,,, but there is this deep common thread or rather "knowing" amongst us all binding us together lifetime after lifetime. In a battle, I wouldn't hesitate to say, I'd trust my life to any of them so to speak. Some have this brutally tough spirit and with out doubt were hellions in our past lives together with little fear of death. It seems we all knew & know now at some level, there is no such thing as death and that courage & honor were & are highly valued and still hold those ideals to this day.. These are my twin souls.
Now, the soul mate to me is another story all together. I get the impression most people "dream" of meeting their soul mate-expecting it will be eternal happiness and bliss from that point on. Once you meet your soul mate, if ever, you live happily ever after.Right? THE ONE. THE PERFECT MATCH. I don't think so and I'm not saying this out of the air, I'm saying this from experience. Assuming I'm right, that the soul mate is the yin to the yang, the soul's literal other half, that to me means a brutally harsh dichotomy (separation of different or contradictory things.) of the souls. Visualize the symbol of a Yin-Yang. One side is primarily white with a small circle of black within it, and the other side is primarily black with a small circle of white in it, though together they make up the whole. The completion. A soul mate is the exact same concept. Just as the earth experiences the days as well as nights, for a cycle; they obviously make up the whole though never occurring together.
Now, how many of you, feel something is missing deep inside of you, even if you are married, or single? There's this profound abyss inside yearning for something to fill it, yet you don't know what it is that is missing? My guess is, it's your soul desperately seeking to meet its' other half of its self. It knows its out there somewhere, either in the physical or in the spirit, but it is out there waiting to come together once again.
When I was married to my kid's dad, despite the fact I should have been grateful to have a husband that was home every night, didn't drink and was very financially responsible, I "felt" that horrible yearning. Day after day, year after year I knew deep down something or someone was missing, but I didn't know whom or what it was. Then I met my soul mate. A man I had literally dreamed about night after night for years prior to meeting him (this is what my book is about). The only person I can honestly say, the first time we ever kissed I KNEW I WAS FINALLY HOME! My soul had met its' other half and I knew I couldn't or wouldn't ever love anyone again the same way I loved him.
Then the dichotomy of the soul mate began to appear in our life after our first year of being together. The opposites of ourselves in our life styles, temperaments, etc began to emerge & great conflict began to rear its ugly head. Emily Bronte who wrote "Wuthering Heights" is the only person I know of that captured the true essence of the soul mate and soon enough I lived to experience what she wrote about. The insanely passionate love and desire, yet the inability to live or be together due to the opposite side of ourselves. The devastation at separating, then having to figure out how to go on in life knowing you can't be together, yet knowing there's no one else you could ever love that way again. The thoughts of that person forever haunting you, in a way that drives you crazy, or so it feels. Ooohhhh the soul mate.
After 10 years, of not understanding the complexities of a soul mate, I had a dream one night.
In this dream, my soul mate was standing so confidently in front of a class teaching. I was very shocked to see him doing so. Then he turned towards me and smiled with a love that permeated my soul. Right then I understood. He was my teacher in Unconditional Love, as I was a teacher to him. To love someone totally opposite of ourselves unconditionally. I woke up in my bed smiling and said a silent thank you to him and to the Great Spirit for helping me understand.
The understanding didn't stop the yearning for him even years after we separated, but it did explain the significance of a soul mate. This I believe is the way God loves us as well!!! Unconditionally"! And I mean the earth, and all its' creations - not just the human race by any stretch.
Many times, I prayed for the separation of our souls, to release me of the burden of his & to free me completely --- but in prayer while high upon a mountain just last weekend, I somehow knew to spiritually kill off my soul mate was to kill off myself. One can't exist without the other, just as day can't exist without night and good can't exist without evil. The job or sacrifice of the soul mate in the light is to hold the cord as tight as possible so the other half in the darkness isn't lost. It is the ultimate sacrifice to me made. Both sides experience light and dark, thus continuing the balance of life. The silver cord is that which binds the two sides as one, into a God state. Life isn't about always being carefree & happy. It's also about making sacrifices & suffering for the sake of the other half. Now, I understand the suffering God or the Great Spirit must feel for us as well.
Namaste
Happy Wednesday to all. It's a cool overcast morning here in northwest Colorado, yet we still have green grass on the front lawn in February. I've never have seen anything like it before and honestly I'm not complaining. I love a year round spring.
Well, my dreams are taking on a new concept I am trying to understand and wrap my brain around. My night time dreams seem to be focusing on the concept of other dimensions, openings in space and raising our own personal frequencies in order to access those dimensions. Approximately, 16 years ago, I had an astonishing dream that rocked my world then and I'm sure the physicists' would have a field day with. (The Native American Elders would say this knowledge is as old as dirt especially for the Shamans). I had this initial dream on dimensions right after we moved back to Colorado in 1996, and were living high up on a beautiful, very remote ranch. This is how I experienced it:
I feel my body floating up above my bed. I "wake" up in the lucid state to see myself suspended over the bed approximately 4 feet. I look down at Vern, my sleeping husband at the time and think to myself "how the hell am I going to explain this if he wakes up and sees me up here?" Then and very peacefully, I begin floating towards the bedroom window. When it dawns on me, I am not going to stop before hitting the glass I think to myself "oh crap, this is going to hurt." To my surprise, my head and shoulders go right through the glass, then I stop - stuck in between the window pane. When I look down towards my feet at the predicament I was in, I kinda begin to panic inside on how I was going to get out. Suddenly, in my dream, I heard a very, kind voice (the same native warrior voice from years ago) say to me "Kerrie, you are in both the 3rd and 4th dimensions." "Take your hand and knock on the glass." which I did. "The glass is in the 3rd dimension, but your body is in the 4th. All you have to do, is visualize changing the molecular structure of your cells to become fluid to allow yourself to transition from one dimension to another. The glass does not exist in the 4th." As soon as I visualized what the voice said to me, I instantly flew all the way out of the window, free as a bird. At that moment, I understood how Native Shamans & aborigines knew how to shape shift and change their form and I knew how to astral project freely. When I re-entered the room and back down into my body to wake physically up, my life and sense of reality had completely changed.
The Native Elders from life times past were still with me, reminding me about the mysteries that elude our culture, but are as natural as the sun rising to earth cultures and to my native soul.
I never forgot that dream, and soon I found myself reading Louis L'Amours "The Haunted Mesa." For those that haven't read this story, I think it is one of his best. The book is about a mesa in southern Utah, once inhabited by the Anasazi people with portals (doorways) leading to other dimensions that many people have gone in to and not returned. The local Navajo Nation have known of these portals for ever. The idea intrigued me, but never really hit until recently, when very oddly, both my son & I have begun dreaming of portals to other worlds ourselves - on the same nights! Approximately, 1 month ago, I had this dream:
I was looking at the doorway in to our kitchen. Suddenly, an invisible zipper zips down the center of space, whereby a different dimension or reality is on the other side. Then I was shown a symbol representing this phenomena- a circle with a vertical cat's eye shape down the center.
Maury (my 18 year son) on the same night had a dream about being on board a craft. He was trying to find a "portal" on board this craft because beyond the portal, was a new source of energy, which he eventually found.
Unbelievable to say the least! Maury & I must be very close in our awareness learning being shown these things at the same time. Within 2 days, I went to our local library to check out free movies for a little nightly entertainment. I looked up and saw the movie "Stargate" staring me in the face demanding to be taken. Within 10 minutes of watching it, I almost fell off the couch in shock, because for those of you who have not seen it, it is about a portal found in Egypt. Then the kicker came at the end with the credits. The movie was written by a guy I went to high school with from 77-80 in North Hollywood and sat next to in many classes, yet never spoke with. His name is Dean Devlin, the same Dean that also did Independence Day. Obviously Dean & I should have spoken in high school. What a discussion we could have had! We both seem to be privy to these other concepts in the Universe that most folks remain asleep too. Anyways, since then, both Maury and I, have had things happening in our lives, to bring this home and for us to understand - there are other dimensions that are opening and closing all the time, based on frequencies and with a very different time/space continuum than the 3rd dimension. In another dream I had years ago, I was told "in order to pass through the dimensions, you must raise your own vibration by not eating meat and by eating lots of vegetables and fruit." (Red meat per se' isn't bad- it's the cruel way the cattle are treated and the antibiotics and steroids injected into them that are). Needless to say, I have failed this part miserably, for my diet is by far my biggest downfall and inhibitor - keeping me in a much lower frequency I should be in at this point of my spiritual growth. I eat healthy food, but I eat 3 times the amount my body needs, using it as an emotional crutch. I don't drink (except 1/2 bottle of beer on occasion or small glass of wine) or do drugs per se' but food is just as toxic and eating the wrong foods or too much of food is just as bad as any drug which I take full responsibility for. I think the only reason, my frequency is high enough to be shown these lessons is the fact, I jog hard and hike hard all the time, which helps a little. (The Buddhist understand this concept very well.)
All in all, I do believe now, a shift is taking place with a dimensional doorway opening up, and now more than ever, it's important to deal with all our own issues, make peace with ourselves and the Creator, live with honor & courage, have respect for nature and all its' creatures, and raise our own frequencies so maybe we can experience other realities that the enlightened ones have known about for years.
Journey Well, Journey Brave!
