After writing the last post & asking for thoughts & ideas on the subject matter, I received this great email from my dear friend Catherine regarding my very profound dream. This is what she wrote:
Hello my dear. I was curious so I found your blog and read it. I can shed some light on some of it. Here goes
the woman in the parking lot and Glenda. I believe this is a message that though you will try to "wake people up" to spirit you will not be able to. That is a journey that must come from within each soul.
bears represent introspection. "Each and every human being has the capacity to quiet the mind, enter the silence and know" " Many tribes have called this space of inner-knowing the Dream Lodge, where the death of the illusion of physical reality overlays the expansiveness of eternity. It is in the Dream Lodge that our ancestors sit in Council and advise us regarding alternative pathways that lead to out goals. This is the power of Bear"
cloud with silver lining. Sorry but this reminds me of "every cloud has a silver lining" that all of our troubles will work out for the highest good of each individual soul and that we will all emerge into the white light of the Creator (white planet)
The message is a reminder to "Love God" that was followed by a "hug" from the Divine Consciousness. Then you were taken to the Hall of Records, where all the thoughts and deeds of all the souls are kept.
The man was the Keeper of the Hall of Records and was annoyed with you because he already knows your story and he knows also that the answers you seek, you already have the answers to
Blessings
Wow, what a great response. I couldn't agree more. Thanks for taking the time to share Cat.
Blessings to all (final note: it is really important for everyone to make peace with living and physically transitioning (aka: dying). They are both as natural as the sun coming up or taking a breathe and remind us of the connection to the Great Spirit or God.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Ancient Symbols/Ancient Elder/Ancient Place
Happy cooold Fall day to all,
The leaves have almost all fallen off the trees and the sky is white, threatening to snow. Winter is just a breathe away but still the dreams come.
I have a pretty good idea of where I was, but if there's a Native American or anyone else for that matter, who recognizes this place or what the symbols might mean, I would love to hear your thoughts.
It started with me coming up and out of my body while I was sleeping. It was early morning and the sun was all ready up. I hovered over the neighborhood for awhile then flew over town. I saw a lady walking in the grocery store parking lot and decided I'd try something interesting. I flew down next to her barely grazing her arm with my spirit. I wanted to see if she could "feel" my presence. When it was obvious she did not due to her lack of a response, I decided to go find my friend Glenda instead. For some reason, I "knew" it was time for her to wake up in awareness. Even though she was physically awake, I tried desperately to wake her up to me, by blowing on her face and touching her arm with my spirit and yelling "wake up Glenda" "wake up now!" After a number of attempts and realizing she just wasn't going to wake up yet, I took off into the sky and hovered way above the clouds. I consciously decided I would fly up to Alaska and see if I could find a grizzly to watch (while in spirit) since I had been dreaming of grizzlies a lot lately. After a moment of thinking which way was north, I turned in that direction ready to fly. THEN, I felt it. A force much bigger than myself grabbed me spiritually and took over the experience. I no longer had control of where I was going. The force turned me around and made me look straight down into the clouds underneath me. Below was a huge silver lined cloud with the outline of a white planet inside of it. My spirit went souring down at a high rate of speed, but before I made it to the planet, I went through another cloud that was beautifully colored with peaches, oranges and pinks. As I went through this ethereal cloud, I saw the message "Love God" inside and could feel love radiating from this cloud as I went through it en route to the silver lined cloud with a planet inside. As I approached the planet, I was in heightened awareness, crystal clear really. As I neared the ground, there was this big flat ancient looking rock with all these symbols covering it. I hovered very close to the rock, reaching out with my fingers; at the symbols "knowing" I was supposed to remember them for later. I floated slowly over the entire rock and the edges, amazed at what I was looking at. I did not recognize the symbols from hieroglyphs I have seen while awake in Moab or anywhere else. Right as I finished inspecting the entire rock, I noticed to my right a square entrance in the ground lit up in a hazy yellow light. I knew I was to go down there. As I slowly entered the square hole, a huge ancient rock room opened up before me, with an elder Native American sitting in prayer with his back to me. The room had rows of ancient books on shelves row after row. As I floated in toward the elder who was straight in front of me sitting cross legged graying black hair to the middle of his back, I instantly knew that I, too was one of ancient ones and felt deeply honored to be in this place. I floated silently towards the elder deep in prayer, but he did not acknowledge me and I knew I shouldn't disturb him. I then noticed a 20 year old Native American girl tending to the books. I decided to see if she would feel my presence some how knowing she would. As I brushed up on her arm with my spirit, her voice spoke the words "Kerrie I can feel you. You are a very kind person." I was so touched she felt me and said "thank you." I began to tell her what had happened and how I was brought to this place. I asked her about the planet I had seen, and she told me I needed to ask another man who knew more about it than she did. She pointed to where I could find him. In one of the ancient rows of books, was a white man sitting at a table. I went over to him and again began telling him my story. I was in total awareness of the very ancient place I was in and with very ancient and wise souls almost in disbelief I was with them. I began to ask the white man about the planet I had seen and what it meant, and could tell he was getting annoyed at my questions. He looked at me with a deep stare and before he answered, I was instantly brought back to my body and woke up.
I laid there for minutes reliving the entire experience. I was deeply touched and felt deeply special knowing I, too was one of the elders who had come back to earth for a multiple of reasons. My experience was extremely sacred. Within a few hours of awakening I had a group of six of us friends driving two hours out into the desert where we spent the day at an ancient medicine wheel made by the Utes years and years ago. I knew we were to be there. It was a magical day and a magical experience. I'm not sure why the ancient ones have honored me so with showing me so much and the warriors being with me all the time, cause in all honesty I don't feel like a warrior inside anymore. I feel the same way Gall did at the end.....tired with a broken spirit.....sadness at a level I can't describe; being a part of another genocide, this time the earth and its animals - a continuation of the genocide of the Native peoples.
The leaves have almost all fallen off the trees and the sky is white, threatening to snow. Winter is just a breathe away but still the dreams come.
I have a pretty good idea of where I was, but if there's a Native American or anyone else for that matter, who recognizes this place or what the symbols might mean, I would love to hear your thoughts.
It started with me coming up and out of my body while I was sleeping. It was early morning and the sun was all ready up. I hovered over the neighborhood for awhile then flew over town. I saw a lady walking in the grocery store parking lot and decided I'd try something interesting. I flew down next to her barely grazing her arm with my spirit. I wanted to see if she could "feel" my presence. When it was obvious she did not due to her lack of a response, I decided to go find my friend Glenda instead. For some reason, I "knew" it was time for her to wake up in awareness. Even though she was physically awake, I tried desperately to wake her up to me, by blowing on her face and touching her arm with my spirit and yelling "wake up Glenda" "wake up now!" After a number of attempts and realizing she just wasn't going to wake up yet, I took off into the sky and hovered way above the clouds. I consciously decided I would fly up to Alaska and see if I could find a grizzly to watch (while in spirit) since I had been dreaming of grizzlies a lot lately. After a moment of thinking which way was north, I turned in that direction ready to fly. THEN, I felt it. A force much bigger than myself grabbed me spiritually and took over the experience. I no longer had control of where I was going. The force turned me around and made me look straight down into the clouds underneath me. Below was a huge silver lined cloud with the outline of a white planet inside of it. My spirit went souring down at a high rate of speed, but before I made it to the planet, I went through another cloud that was beautifully colored with peaches, oranges and pinks. As I went through this ethereal cloud, I saw the message "Love God" inside and could feel love radiating from this cloud as I went through it en route to the silver lined cloud with a planet inside. As I approached the planet, I was in heightened awareness, crystal clear really. As I neared the ground, there was this big flat ancient looking rock with all these symbols covering it. I hovered very close to the rock, reaching out with my fingers; at the symbols "knowing" I was supposed to remember them for later. I floated slowly over the entire rock and the edges, amazed at what I was looking at. I did not recognize the symbols from hieroglyphs I have seen while awake in Moab or anywhere else. Right as I finished inspecting the entire rock, I noticed to my right a square entrance in the ground lit up in a hazy yellow light. I knew I was to go down there. As I slowly entered the square hole, a huge ancient rock room opened up before me, with an elder Native American sitting in prayer with his back to me. The room had rows of ancient books on shelves row after row. As I floated in toward the elder who was straight in front of me sitting cross legged graying black hair to the middle of his back, I instantly knew that I, too was one of ancient ones and felt deeply honored to be in this place. I floated silently towards the elder deep in prayer, but he did not acknowledge me and I knew I shouldn't disturb him. I then noticed a 20 year old Native American girl tending to the books. I decided to see if she would feel my presence some how knowing she would. As I brushed up on her arm with my spirit, her voice spoke the words "Kerrie I can feel you. You are a very kind person." I was so touched she felt me and said "thank you." I began to tell her what had happened and how I was brought to this place. I asked her about the planet I had seen, and she told me I needed to ask another man who knew more about it than she did. She pointed to where I could find him. In one of the ancient rows of books, was a white man sitting at a table. I went over to him and again began telling him my story. I was in total awareness of the very ancient place I was in and with very ancient and wise souls almost in disbelief I was with them. I began to ask the white man about the planet I had seen and what it meant, and could tell he was getting annoyed at my questions. He looked at me with a deep stare and before he answered, I was instantly brought back to my body and woke up.
I laid there for minutes reliving the entire experience. I was deeply touched and felt deeply special knowing I, too was one of the elders who had come back to earth for a multiple of reasons. My experience was extremely sacred. Within a few hours of awakening I had a group of six of us friends driving two hours out into the desert where we spent the day at an ancient medicine wheel made by the Utes years and years ago. I knew we were to be there. It was a magical day and a magical experience. I'm not sure why the ancient ones have honored me so with showing me so much and the warriors being with me all the time, cause in all honesty I don't feel like a warrior inside anymore. I feel the same way Gall did at the end.....tired with a broken spirit.....sadness at a level I can't describe; being a part of another genocide, this time the earth and its animals - a continuation of the genocide of the Native peoples.
Friday, October 28, 2011
The WARRIORS..................
Dear Everyone,
I can not let another day go by without sharing the most powerful dream I've had in years. This dream gave me strength and courage I did not have the night before. This dream reminded me of the spirits in the other world that are a part of my heart - a part of my soul. They reminded me of who I am; of who I always was and will be.
It started with work. I was doing terrible in training, with my ego being destroyed by the problems caused by my hearing. I have always learned things fast and have always learned what I wanted to, but this time it was different. I could not make my ears hear things they needed to hear hurting my training terribly. I did not want to go back to work the next day only to be reminded of my failure to hear the low voices or words on the radio. I was totally despondent when I went to sleep:
I woke up to find myself floating silently through the night sky - red sand stone canyon walls on both sides of me. Suddenly, my mouth opens and to my shock I let out this incredible wounded war cry from my voice, yet the voice isn't mine. It is a man's and a warrior's at that. It is so primal and so Indian my mind was shocked. Then out of the darkness appears two warriors whose faces are painted black with 2 white strips under eye each. They holler back to me with a soul piercing yell awakening my heart with a little strength. I continue to let out a war cry and now I see Indians lining the top of the canyon walls echoing the soul piercing sounds back to me. The canyon is roaring with the sounds of warriors and I am getting strong again. As I continue to float through the canyon, a teepee appears on the top of the cliff. The teepee is lit up from inside....then standing next to the teepee are all the warriors I, Gall fought alongside with in the Battle of the Little Bighorn. I knew each and every one, like I know how to breathe. I was so happy to see them and they were so happy to see me, yet it's as if we never parted. They yell at me with the scream of a warrior about to go into battle and I yell back with fierceness and bravery in my heart....telling my old friends I will always be with them. Seeing them reminded me of what it is to be brave...what it feels like to be brave inside. ...When my old friends disappeared, a number of other warriors appeared on the cliffs as we yelled to each other from across the canyon making my heart so happy to see them and strong once again. Then I woke up.
**I went to work that day, reliving over and over and over, the sounds, the sights and feelings I was given by my old friends, the warriors that I miss with a passion yet I know they are only a dimension away silently thanking them for giving me the strength to face another day I knew would be tough..
I can not let another day go by without sharing the most powerful dream I've had in years. This dream gave me strength and courage I did not have the night before. This dream reminded me of the spirits in the other world that are a part of my heart - a part of my soul. They reminded me of who I am; of who I always was and will be.
It started with work. I was doing terrible in training, with my ego being destroyed by the problems caused by my hearing. I have always learned things fast and have always learned what I wanted to, but this time it was different. I could not make my ears hear things they needed to hear hurting my training terribly. I did not want to go back to work the next day only to be reminded of my failure to hear the low voices or words on the radio. I was totally despondent when I went to sleep:
I woke up to find myself floating silently through the night sky - red sand stone canyon walls on both sides of me. Suddenly, my mouth opens and to my shock I let out this incredible wounded war cry from my voice, yet the voice isn't mine. It is a man's and a warrior's at that. It is so primal and so Indian my mind was shocked. Then out of the darkness appears two warriors whose faces are painted black with 2 white strips under eye each. They holler back to me with a soul piercing yell awakening my heart with a little strength. I continue to let out a war cry and now I see Indians lining the top of the canyon walls echoing the soul piercing sounds back to me. The canyon is roaring with the sounds of warriors and I am getting strong again. As I continue to float through the canyon, a teepee appears on the top of the cliff. The teepee is lit up from inside....then standing next to the teepee are all the warriors I, Gall fought alongside with in the Battle of the Little Bighorn. I knew each and every one, like I know how to breathe. I was so happy to see them and they were so happy to see me, yet it's as if we never parted. They yell at me with the scream of a warrior about to go into battle and I yell back with fierceness and bravery in my heart....telling my old friends I will always be with them. Seeing them reminded me of what it is to be brave...what it feels like to be brave inside. ...When my old friends disappeared, a number of other warriors appeared on the cliffs as we yelled to each other from across the canyon making my heart so happy to see them and strong once again. Then I woke up.
**I went to work that day, reliving over and over and over, the sounds, the sights and feelings I was given by my old friends, the warriors that I miss with a passion yet I know they are only a dimension away silently thanking them for giving me the strength to face another day I knew would be tough..
Grizzly Bear In the Yard Dream.....
Dear Everyone, Happy Beautiful Fall Day. .....Month of the Falling Leaves.
Now to share some of the incredible visons/dreams I've been shown (& my son as well). Let me start with the grizzly bear dream & planets, that I had on September 15th, 2011.
It was nighttime and I was standing in a backyard when I noticed two grizzly bears in the shadows precariously close to me. I ran behind the gate and latched it, but one bear simply climbed right over the top of the fence and came at me. Before I knew what happened, the grizzly had my head firmly in her jaw and was dragging me across the yard. I was thinking how odd it was she was not hurting me and decided to reach my hand up and stroke the fur on her face, noting how powerful and soft she was as she carried me across the yard. She re-positioned my head in her mouth forcing me to look straight up into the night sky. Right over us, in the heavens was a brand new planet with two orange moons nearby I had never seen before. The moment I acknowledged the new celestial body, she released my head from her jaws and backed away. A second grizzly (a male I believe) began approaching me as I was laying there, and in a panic I began to throw sand at him to get him to back away. He was even bigger than the first grizzly and after a few of my assaults he too back away and I woke up.
The very next day in the paper, this article came out: http://www.pcmag.com/article2/0,2817,2393115,00.asp NASA Discovers New 'Tatooine" Planet........
Now to share some of the incredible visons/dreams I've been shown (& my son as well). Let me start with the grizzly bear dream & planets, that I had on September 15th, 2011.
It was nighttime and I was standing in a backyard when I noticed two grizzly bears in the shadows precariously close to me. I ran behind the gate and latched it, but one bear simply climbed right over the top of the fence and came at me. Before I knew what happened, the grizzly had my head firmly in her jaw and was dragging me across the yard. I was thinking how odd it was she was not hurting me and decided to reach my hand up and stroke the fur on her face, noting how powerful and soft she was as she carried me across the yard. She re-positioned my head in her mouth forcing me to look straight up into the night sky. Right over us, in the heavens was a brand new planet with two orange moons nearby I had never seen before. The moment I acknowledged the new celestial body, she released my head from her jaws and backed away. A second grizzly (a male I believe) began approaching me as I was laying there, and in a panic I began to throw sand at him to get him to back away. He was even bigger than the first grizzly and after a few of my assaults he too back away and I woke up.
The very next day in the paper, this article came out: http://www.pcmag.com/article2/0,2817,2393115,00.asp NASA Discovers New 'Tatooine" Planet........
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