doing. They not like state taking sons to war. Peoples gonna hide sons away. Sonna gonna run to other countries even.” State gonna reinstate the draft. “State gonna do that for sure. State need more sons to fight wars, wars that be no wars even.” And the people will resist by sending their sons away or moving the entire family to a different country.
61. Pg 131 “State peoples see how strong people be. They see how strong peoples feel ‘bout war stuff, tax stuff. State peoples be confused, they fight together.” State peoples fight state peoples. State peoples be mixed up. They not agree no more on law stuff. It gonna be big fight.” The gov’t will have its own inner revolt.” Stuff gonna come anyways.
62. Pg 135-136 Phoenix is flying free. “He gonna glide and bring truth, freedom to all peoples who be left.”
Will there be a government left? “Yup. It be good one. It gonna be one for all peoples.”
What ‘ll cause the earth to suddenly settle? (And it became clear as I thought about what had caused it to become angered in the first place.)“The peace of men will settle the earth.” “Men get so bad they make Earth Mother shake, boil and explode even. Then men be good, they be peaceful have good vibrations again. Earth Mother gonna like that, she settle back down, be peaceful. Besides, Phoenix be out flying free then” He’ll bring peaceful times for those who are left.
63. Pg 136. “The Indian Nation going to rise again because the peaceful people are going to be aware! They’re going to see that the Indians believed and lived the right way all along-the Earthway. They’re going to seek them out to learn more from them. All peoples gonna be equal, be like brothers-be one peoples.” There not gonna be any superior races when Phoenix be flying free.
64. Pg 137 relaxation technique to astral project back to the Corridor of Time.
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65. Pg 138 In future. Cows now old, wheat, corn and alfalfa growing nicely. Circular houses now being built and partially underground & utilized the sun for their only source of power. No power tools; all men using manually sawing and nailing. “Earth Mother like houses in earth. She like being one to hold people.” They be round to keep unity of energy within. Churches outside. Prayed Indian style. No leader, as a unit. There be woods full of deer families too, rabbit and elk families. There be prairies full of buffalo families free too. 66. Pg 141 All peoples gonna go back, gonna live like Indian. They take spirit ways of Indian. They gonna live in peace with all life, with Earth Mother, just like Indian gonna show them to. Rhythm of great new universal heartbeat.
67. Pg 144 “My heart, my spirit,my memory is totally Indian, and yet, where is my Indian nation? I look at the world and everything in it through the eyes of an Indian. I…I think like an old, old Indian yet….”
Pg 147 According to No-Eyes, we can‘t compose our own songs or write our own life‘s endings. We merely march to the individual tune or follow the path that fate has penned for us. “…Our final destination often turns out to be something far different than what we were expecting, planning, or searching for.
Pg 149 “Many peoples not recognize truth no matter who have it. They in shock to see somebody with real truth. Real truth represent great powers.”
Thank you No-Eyes and thank you Mary. I can't believe we have not met in our lives!! (at least in the physical.smile)
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Thank you She-Who-Sees....A dedication to Mary Summer Rain & No-Eyes pg 3
Pg 87 ms “Will they actually go to war?” “Tiny stuff” “No-eyes say tiny ‘cause they not gonna be big bomb stuff. They no gonna send big bombs.”
Pg 88 “Now, No-Eyes say wars be tiny ‘ cause many, many of them gonna go on all over. They gonna have American boys in many, many different lands. They gonna be fighting all over, see?” In Russia? Nope. They fight in little countries, many different little countries.” But no nuclear missiles, right?” “That right”
Pg 91 (Phoenix be fledgling now. Phoenix gonna spread wings out side.) That mean he spreading trying wings. That mean he be ready for break away time. Peoples gonna do stuff like that too. Peoples gonna get ready to be free, free in mind.
Pg 94 “The government will begin interfering with the Church. The gov’t will be able to dictate, tell the Church what to do. It gonna put many hands in many churches even. Infighting between Church and State. That begin peoples’ questions. Peoples gonna see stuff they no believe before.”
Pg 94/95 People gonna see new beings. Beings gonna come more, much more. They come from there.” She pointed to the sky. Beings gonna show more and more. They no gonna hide, play games. It be time they show they be really here all ‘long.”…They gonna have to believe. It not be good when peoples gonna question state ‘bout stuff state already know ‘bout for long time. They gonna be plenty angry at state. They gonna want to know why state hide stuff from people. This gonna make people no trust state.” “Peoples gonna be much angry at Church too even.”
Pg 99 Truth be here all time! Truth no hide behind the cottonwood tree. It not sleep under that big rock. It no hide in some dark cave. Summer, truth be here all ‘long. Peoples no see it before, they no see it now even. Some gonna find truth. Some no find truth. It gonna be just like all time before. Summer, peoples always gonna come up with excuse to no believe stuff. Ms “Yet, you’re saying that because of people’s wants, their overblown egos, they’re going to deny the solid proof?” “Yup” There’ll be some people who will see the light.” Many, many peoples gonna wake up here. Many peoples gonna change & be new, different. Aliens gonna talk, touch, teach even. Aliens gonna prove stuff. They gonna try to help peoples here.”
Pg 100 re: too late for physical survival. No-Eyes “Survival of what, Summer? What they
gonna need to save? Bodies? Or Spirits?/ See? It already gonna be too late for peoples to save bodies. What be most important here Summer? Spirit be most important. Peoples who believe after they accept gonna be okay. See? …..They not gonna have time to save body, they gonna wake up in time to save spirit. That big advance for peoples’ spirit. That be what life ‘bout anyways, see? The others not listen without proof’ cause they not want to be put out. They love possessions stuff too much. They be like many peoples Summer cry ‘bout now.
Pg 101 Paranormal acceptance by many
***Pg 105 The laws of karma. Ms. “When well understood, the law of karma naturally creates good people. This law is the grand equalizer of men. It makes people think twice before uttering unkind words or repeating idle gossip. It makes people honest and trustworthy. It makes people put others first. It makes people less inclined to criticize the actions of others. The law of karma is the most beautiful truth we have, for it gives the foundation of soul justice to all other spiritual concepts.
***Pg 107 “No-Eyes said that the future tribulations of mankind were not going to be caused by God’s final wrath, but rather caused by the deepening negative vibrations set up by mankind itself.” ms “What have we brought upon ourselves?” Now, we need to become as the little children; trusting, believing and filled with unshakable faith.
Pg 108 - After he spread wings in and out he gonna stop. He gonna listen hard. He not like what he know coming and he gonna speak. He gonna let out terrible screech noises. He cry in great wail for people’s future.” He cry for both peoples and for what he see coming.
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What’s coming:
51. Pg 109 “Phoenix be ready to warn. Phoenix gonna screech loud and long. His wail gonna come same time as nuclear stuff. Peoples’ stupid. They got live stuff buried inside Earth Mother. She no like that stuff. It hurt her bad, it burn her real bad. Earth Mother cry in pain. She gonna try to get rid of bad burning stuff peoples put there. She gonnado it too. No-Eyes mean nuclear stuff that burn Earth Mother. Radiation. Radioactive materials and waste. Earth Mother sick and tired of peoples burning waste in her breast. She gonna give it back to peoples. She gonna show peoples how bad she hurt. She give peoples back their own bad medicine even. Ms. “Is the earth going to have quakes at the dump sites?” “Two spots only.” Will affect ten, maybe twelve areas. Some gonna be populated areas. Ms. “If two will have quakes, what will the others have? What will they seep from?” They just gonna ooze up. Thousands will be in terrible danger. “They finally gonna get back what they cause on Earth Mother.” “It no matter what peoples do the dump stuff. What matters here be that the dump stuff be done. The act itself be what important here. There be no justice done to Earth Mother. Earth Mother gonna send burning stuff back up out of scarred breast. That all. She not mean to hurt back peoples-only get rid of stuff that hurt.
52. Pg 111 “What Earth Mother’s posed to do? Peoples think they so smart! They think they so advanced. They advance right into own made disaster. Peoples be dumb. Peoples be stupid dumb with advance stuff. They no see! They no see stuff they do even!”
53. Pg 112 (Summer, Indian nation gonna rise up again like great Phoenix do. Indian nation gonna be as one. It gonna be strong like before.) Earth Mother gonna dump burn stuff back up
into peoples’ face. That be only start…” Big nuclear plants gonna get close to danger. Summer give word for that stuff.” ms “I thought about what she might mean by danger and I explained what a meltdown was.” “That be right word. All plants not gonna do that stuff buy they gonna get close-real close (Japan’s fuchsia plant now at meltdown point). Ms Will they be closed down? No-Eyes merely shook her head. “Oh for God’s sake! What next?”
54. Pg 113 Next Phoenix gonna screech when other burn stuff leak out. He gonna….” Different radioactive material?” “Yup. This be war stuff.” She had to mean chemical warfare materials. Or maybe highly radioactive weapons. And my first thought sped like an arrow toward the Rocky Mtn Arsenal (in Commerce City). “No-Eyes, you wouldn’t by any chance mean that something will happen at the Rocky Mtn Arsenal.” “Yup” “There’s going to be an accident?” “Earth Mother gonna be upset. She gonna shake it bad.”
55. Pg 113 “There gonna be nuclear leak stuff happen, but there also gonna be two last big ones go off. They be in spots where many peoples be. They gonna get many peoples. “ Real meltdowns? And the deadly silence that followed said it all.
56. Pg 116 re:No-Eyes mood regarding previous information. “Seems one man’s grief is another’s joy.”
57. Pg 118 Mary dreams of chaos and bloodshed in the cities with roving gangs, rioting and blood all over the ground. She dreams of a blinding flash and a mushroom cloud. This dream was created by No-Eyes so Mary understands gravity of situation. (pg 122)
. Pg 120 No-Eyes makes a narcotic for Mary to sleep at night and also enough to help put peoples that are suffering permanently to sleep. “Summer not realize how she gonna help peoples in future. Stuff gonna be bad for peoples. Peoples gonna hurt so bad they never gonna get better. This stuff gonna ease suffering of dying peoples, see?”
59. Pg 122 (discussing mary’s dream) “This time all peoples be minor peoples.” Who’s left to be superior? State peoples. “State (meaning the US gov’t) peoples first gonna make 2 or 3 bad laws for peoples. People not gonna have say ’bout these laws. These laws be made in big building in state. The gov’t will make a few laws without the people voting on them. *****There be seven or eight men in dark dresses.” No-Eyes, those people are called the Supreme Court justices. “They make laws to take away peoples’ private life, private rights to spirit ways, private everything even!”
Mary- “That would leave us with a police state! Are you absolutely certain about this?” “Yup” (Riots now?)*******“It gonna look like no big thing at first, bit it gonna get more and more strong over peoples’ private stuff.” “These riots gonna be all over. It gonna go on over all land. But gonna be start of finish.” The mushroom cloud rose sickeningly clear. “What will the nuclear explosion be from?? “I think the Earth Mother will quake and cause seepage of radioactive waste, a few nuclear plants will get close to having accidents, two will actually have a total meltdown and then…And then the nuclear war exchange will occur. One will strike New York City and one will strike the arsenal and blow it away.” “who sends them, No-Eyes?” No answer. “Cleaning up, the caring for the survivors will be what’s most important-the healing.”
60. Pg 129 “Now great Phoenix gonna crouch down like this. He get ready to leave Earth Mother who give him birth. He gonna get ready to fly free over lands.” This be time when many stuff gonna stop. When Phoenix courched, peoples gonna turn stuff ‘round. They be plenty angry at state. They fight back.” People will refuse to pay their taxes. They be tired of paying so many monies. They not pay more until laws change. But tax stuff only be one stuff peoples gonna stop (cont to last page- 4)
Pg 88 “Now, No-Eyes say wars be tiny ‘ cause many, many of them gonna go on all over. They gonna have American boys in many, many different lands. They gonna be fighting all over, see?” In Russia? Nope. They fight in little countries, many different little countries.” But no nuclear missiles, right?” “That right”
Pg 91 (Phoenix be fledgling now. Phoenix gonna spread wings out side.) That mean he spreading trying wings. That mean he be ready for break away time. Peoples gonna do stuff like that too. Peoples gonna get ready to be free, free in mind.
Pg 94 “The government will begin interfering with the Church. The gov’t will be able to dictate, tell the Church what to do. It gonna put many hands in many churches even. Infighting between Church and State. That begin peoples’ questions. Peoples gonna see stuff they no believe before.”
Pg 94/95 People gonna see new beings. Beings gonna come more, much more. They come from there.” She pointed to the sky. Beings gonna show more and more. They no gonna hide, play games. It be time they show they be really here all ‘long.”…They gonna have to believe. It not be good when peoples gonna question state ‘bout stuff state already know ‘bout for long time. They gonna be plenty angry at state. They gonna want to know why state hide stuff from people. This gonna make people no trust state.” “Peoples gonna be much angry at Church too even.”
Pg 99 Truth be here all time! Truth no hide behind the cottonwood tree. It not sleep under that big rock. It no hide in some dark cave. Summer, truth be here all ‘long. Peoples no see it before, they no see it now even. Some gonna find truth. Some no find truth. It gonna be just like all time before. Summer, peoples always gonna come up with excuse to no believe stuff. Ms “Yet, you’re saying that because of people’s wants, their overblown egos, they’re going to deny the solid proof?” “Yup” There’ll be some people who will see the light.” Many, many peoples gonna wake up here. Many peoples gonna change & be new, different. Aliens gonna talk, touch, teach even. Aliens gonna prove stuff. They gonna try to help peoples here.”
Pg 100 re: too late for physical survival. No-Eyes “Survival of what, Summer? What they
gonna need to save? Bodies? Or Spirits?/ See? It already gonna be too late for peoples to save bodies. What be most important here Summer? Spirit be most important. Peoples who believe after they accept gonna be okay. See? …..They not gonna have time to save body, they gonna wake up in time to save spirit. That big advance for peoples’ spirit. That be what life ‘bout anyways, see? The others not listen without proof’ cause they not want to be put out. They love possessions stuff too much. They be like many peoples Summer cry ‘bout now.
Pg 101 Paranormal acceptance by many
***Pg 105 The laws of karma. Ms. “When well understood, the law of karma naturally creates good people. This law is the grand equalizer of men. It makes people think twice before uttering unkind words or repeating idle gossip. It makes people honest and trustworthy. It makes people put others first. It makes people less inclined to criticize the actions of others. The law of karma is the most beautiful truth we have, for it gives the foundation of soul justice to all other spiritual concepts.
***Pg 107 “No-Eyes said that the future tribulations of mankind were not going to be caused by God’s final wrath, but rather caused by the deepening negative vibrations set up by mankind itself.” ms “What have we brought upon ourselves?” Now, we need to become as the little children; trusting, believing and filled with unshakable faith.
Pg 108 - After he spread wings in and out he gonna stop. He gonna listen hard. He not like what he know coming and he gonna speak. He gonna let out terrible screech noises. He cry in great wail for people’s future.” He cry for both peoples and for what he see coming.
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What’s coming:
51. Pg 109 “Phoenix be ready to warn. Phoenix gonna screech loud and long. His wail gonna come same time as nuclear stuff. Peoples’ stupid. They got live stuff buried inside Earth Mother. She no like that stuff. It hurt her bad, it burn her real bad. Earth Mother cry in pain. She gonna try to get rid of bad burning stuff peoples put there. She gonnado it too. No-Eyes mean nuclear stuff that burn Earth Mother. Radiation. Radioactive materials and waste. Earth Mother sick and tired of peoples burning waste in her breast. She gonna give it back to peoples. She gonna show peoples how bad she hurt. She give peoples back their own bad medicine even. Ms. “Is the earth going to have quakes at the dump sites?” “Two spots only.” Will affect ten, maybe twelve areas. Some gonna be populated areas. Ms. “If two will have quakes, what will the others have? What will they seep from?” They just gonna ooze up. Thousands will be in terrible danger. “They finally gonna get back what they cause on Earth Mother.” “It no matter what peoples do the dump stuff. What matters here be that the dump stuff be done. The act itself be what important here. There be no justice done to Earth Mother. Earth Mother gonna send burning stuff back up out of scarred breast. That all. She not mean to hurt back peoples-only get rid of stuff that hurt.
52. Pg 111 “What Earth Mother’s posed to do? Peoples think they so smart! They think they so advanced. They advance right into own made disaster. Peoples be dumb. Peoples be stupid dumb with advance stuff. They no see! They no see stuff they do even!”
53. Pg 112 (Summer, Indian nation gonna rise up again like great Phoenix do. Indian nation gonna be as one. It gonna be strong like before.) Earth Mother gonna dump burn stuff back up
into peoples’ face. That be only start…” Big nuclear plants gonna get close to danger. Summer give word for that stuff.” ms “I thought about what she might mean by danger and I explained what a meltdown was.” “That be right word. All plants not gonna do that stuff buy they gonna get close-real close (Japan’s fuchsia plant now at meltdown point). Ms Will they be closed down? No-Eyes merely shook her head. “Oh for God’s sake! What next?”
54. Pg 113 Next Phoenix gonna screech when other burn stuff leak out. He gonna….” Different radioactive material?” “Yup. This be war stuff.” She had to mean chemical warfare materials. Or maybe highly radioactive weapons. And my first thought sped like an arrow toward the Rocky Mtn Arsenal (in Commerce City). “No-Eyes, you wouldn’t by any chance mean that something will happen at the Rocky Mtn Arsenal.” “Yup” “There’s going to be an accident?” “Earth Mother gonna be upset. She gonna shake it bad.”
55. Pg 113 “There gonna be nuclear leak stuff happen, but there also gonna be two last big ones go off. They be in spots where many peoples be. They gonna get many peoples. “ Real meltdowns? And the deadly silence that followed said it all.
56. Pg 116 re:No-Eyes mood regarding previous information. “Seems one man’s grief is another’s joy.”
57. Pg 118 Mary dreams of chaos and bloodshed in the cities with roving gangs, rioting and blood all over the ground. She dreams of a blinding flash and a mushroom cloud. This dream was created by No-Eyes so Mary understands gravity of situation. (pg 122)
. Pg 120 No-Eyes makes a narcotic for Mary to sleep at night and also enough to help put peoples that are suffering permanently to sleep. “Summer not realize how she gonna help peoples in future. Stuff gonna be bad for peoples. Peoples gonna hurt so bad they never gonna get better. This stuff gonna ease suffering of dying peoples, see?”
59. Pg 122 (discussing mary’s dream) “This time all peoples be minor peoples.” Who’s left to be superior? State peoples. “State (meaning the US gov’t) peoples first gonna make 2 or 3 bad laws for peoples. People not gonna have say ’bout these laws. These laws be made in big building in state. The gov’t will make a few laws without the people voting on them. *****There be seven or eight men in dark dresses.” No-Eyes, those people are called the Supreme Court justices. “They make laws to take away peoples’ private life, private rights to spirit ways, private everything even!”
Mary- “That would leave us with a police state! Are you absolutely certain about this?” “Yup” (Riots now?)*******“It gonna look like no big thing at first, bit it gonna get more and more strong over peoples’ private stuff.” “These riots gonna be all over. It gonna go on over all land. But gonna be start of finish.” The mushroom cloud rose sickeningly clear. “What will the nuclear explosion be from?? “I think the Earth Mother will quake and cause seepage of radioactive waste, a few nuclear plants will get close to having accidents, two will actually have a total meltdown and then…And then the nuclear war exchange will occur. One will strike New York City and one will strike the arsenal and blow it away.” “who sends them, No-Eyes?” No answer. “Cleaning up, the caring for the survivors will be what’s most important-the healing.”
60. Pg 129 “Now great Phoenix gonna crouch down like this. He get ready to leave Earth Mother who give him birth. He gonna get ready to fly free over lands.” This be time when many stuff gonna stop. When Phoenix courched, peoples gonna turn stuff ‘round. They be plenty angry at state. They fight back.” People will refuse to pay their taxes. They be tired of paying so many monies. They not pay more until laws change. But tax stuff only be one stuff peoples gonna stop (cont to last page- 4)
Thank you She-Who-Sees....A dedication to Mary Summer Rain & No-Eyes pg 2
Pg 34 “The earth couldn’t move that much without having to release the tremendously intensified buildup of pressure. Volcanoes. Ms “It would stand to reason that, logically, if the plates were in such a forceful movement, then the pressure would indeed be unbearable for earth’s delicate crust to retain w/o more avenues of release.” “No-Eyes, there will be more volcano activity, right?” “Yup. Many more stuff gonna be coming out. This time many more peoples move away. Hot rocks gonna take many houses. Hot rocks be all over stuff. Earth Mother blow and blow stuff all over.” Gonna be volcanoes all over, old holes be hot again. Peoples better go in bug hurry. I see land blow high where no land blow before. New volcanoes. Ms “What about the Rocky Mountains: What about Pikes Peak, then?” No-eyes shook her head sadly. “Yup, Summer better move too. Maybe Pikes Peak only gonna shuddr, rumble some. Summer better move anyway.
Pg 35 Earth Mother gonna breathe real hard. She gonna blow her breath all over. It be fire hot. It gonna dry land up. Big part of land gonna be all dry. It gonna be burned crispy.” leading to the dust bowl and food production.
Pg 35. “Devastating effect on food production in America causing all types of food shortages. The dryness was also going to ignite massive widespread fires. Earth mother’s breathe gonna blow down over farms, through cities, in mountains even. She even blow waters’ round lands. Breath gonna take plenty waters over many lands.
Pg 35 Tornadoes were going to increase and be a common occurrence. Hurricanes would increase and their intensity would be more fierce than usual. Widespread areas of massive flooding.
Pg 35 “She go like that and make fast, powerful breaths. Many people gonna feel stuff. They gonna die when she do that.” The wind in quick gusts. It blow people’s cars. It blow people’s boats and trains before they know it coming even!” Freak accidents will be caused by the sudden strong gusts of wind.
Pg 43 What ‘bout energy from Earth Mother’s powerful magnet circle?” Teach Summer go look round corners. Peoples gone too far too fast. They gone too fast in wrong direction. They miss right road way back in time.”
Pg 44 “Behind my eyes I sensed the familiar light-headedness. My consciousness was involuntarily beginning to rise into that initial stage of alpha.”
***Pg 45 : re: freak accidents with all forms of travel and their causes. Ms “Why is that? What is going to make all forms of travel so dangerous?” “ Summer no remember what No-Eyes say ’bout Earth Watchers who no more keep stuff from happening?” ms “You told me about how they have always favorably interfered with accidents and negative weather systems to prevent mass deaths. But that now they’re letting humanity make its own unaware errors. You said that most accidents occur because of the gross unawareness in man’s conscious mind. And you also said that it’s time the Earth Watchers have to let the people see how careless they have been all along.” People no make important time for aware stuff.
Pg 46 “Peoples never gonna learn. It too late anyways. People love lazy path. Peoples be dumb, that all.” “Summer, it be too bad peoples no can see stuff. It be too, too bad.” “Too bad people don’t develop their senses like the four-leggeds.”
Pg 52 Astral projection techniques to mystical highway with all types of beings.
Pg 54 Same vision I had laughing at funny looking being and being admonished by No-Eyes. Mary did the same thing.
Pg 62 re: Earth Watchers no longer protecting unaware peoples. “Summer when Earth Watchers always be helping to cover up peoples mistakes, peoples no learn!” God was indeed letting His people make their own decisions, realizations, and mistakes without any outside protective force involved.
Pg 63 “No stuff ever be like thy look.”
Pg 63 “Peoples gonna just snap minds. They gonna go crazy. They gonna do much crazy stuff-crazy sudden murder.” (exam: milkman killing woman inside. Mother killing 2 young children)
Pg 65 re: killing children due to financial hardship. Ms “Heaven is within the Being of God. Heaven is only for those with a purified spirit. You have done an unthinkable thing here. You must realize that before we can go on.”
Pg 67 re: spirit of woman talking about heaven. ms “You’re going to judge yourself.”
Pg 70 Peoples gonna need way to beat bad money stuff, remember? Peoples in big jobs gonna do bad stuff at work. It gonna happen much.
Pg 70 Bubonic plague - Re-emergence of dreaded diseases
Pg 72 re: revealing dates. “Even though there were future dates pinpointed for each specific happening, I was not to reveal them for 2 reasons: First has to do with placing fear in the minds of people. If dates revealed, who would then take the time to read the warning signs? “After the final devastations, the Great Spirit’s harvest of souls would include only those who were aware enough to listen and to heed the many signs that had been given.” Secondly, has to do with the Law of Probabilities. Even though a specific happening shows a certain date in the future for becoming a reality, this date may fluctuate due to the direct interaction of many determining factors. In other words, there are many influences that can alter a foreseen date.
Pg 73 “ A knowledgeable person must never place any credence in such a prophesied date without first considering its dramatic alteration by numberless probabilities.
Pg 73: re: horrible events not happening. “Sorry, they are forthcoming.” The only aspect that could possibly alter them would be the order of their sequence and could end up occurring simultaneously. We must watch for the signs that re sure to come. “
Pg 73 Need to start living the Earth way: stop eating meat due to carcinogens and the heaviness of the meat itself kept the physical body in such a lowered rate of vibration.. Mix own herbal medicinal formulas, even lotions. Get a greenhouse.
Pg 73 “To me, the world was nearing the brink of its final downfall.”
Pg 78 re: Mary’s past life as Indian She Who Sees. “ Blood not important here. This!” she beat her thin chest, “this be what most important! Listen now. This be important spirit lesson. Spirit, soul, that what be most important.” Summer have what be called a carryover spirit. Summer have carryover Indian soul! That why you be one with forest. That why you cry so bad ‘bout Indian peoples. That why Summer led to No-Eyes woods even! It be carryover Indian soul that make Summer so Indian now!” ms “I had been as a lost child seeking the only thing I would identify most with-my true home.
Pg 81 re: Mary hating Indian parade. “ I was angered that an Indian parade would include men in Civil War uniforms. That angered me. I wanted to scream at them. No-Eyes, I actually hated the sight of them! I had an intense urge to run at them and strike them, claw their eyes out.” No-Eyes- “The Sleeping memory had stirred the carryover soul! The carryover soul memory dominated the moment!” ms “I cried because of how beautiful Indian life used to be……..
(Where we are at now) Pg 86 The governments will be in massive debts to each other, with none being able to recoup their income from the people’s taxes or from industrial revenues or from foreign import taxes. Now countries gonna be angry at each other. They gonna be in much bad shape. Peoples gonna be hurting bad. Countries gonna look round for somebody to put blame on. They gonna want to fight. They gonna take monies they got and make war stuff, see?” No war be logical. But this move, this war move by many countries gonna be only threat stuff. It be way to show peoples how they can be strong, how they can protect. “New countries gonna make nuclear bombs too even” (now Iran).”Little ones.” ms: Are these people light skinned? Nope, Yellow? Humph. They are they brown?” “Yup, they be brown.”
(cont on part 3)
Pg 35 Earth Mother gonna breathe real hard. She gonna blow her breath all over. It be fire hot. It gonna dry land up. Big part of land gonna be all dry. It gonna be burned crispy.” leading to the dust bowl and food production.
Pg 35. “Devastating effect on food production in America causing all types of food shortages. The dryness was also going to ignite massive widespread fires. Earth mother’s breathe gonna blow down over farms, through cities, in mountains even. She even blow waters’ round lands. Breath gonna take plenty waters over many lands.
Pg 35 Tornadoes were going to increase and be a common occurrence. Hurricanes would increase and their intensity would be more fierce than usual. Widespread areas of massive flooding.
Pg 35 “She go like that and make fast, powerful breaths. Many people gonna feel stuff. They gonna die when she do that.” The wind in quick gusts. It blow people’s cars. It blow people’s boats and trains before they know it coming even!” Freak accidents will be caused by the sudden strong gusts of wind.
Pg 43 What ‘bout energy from Earth Mother’s powerful magnet circle?” Teach Summer go look round corners. Peoples gone too far too fast. They gone too fast in wrong direction. They miss right road way back in time.”
Pg 44 “Behind my eyes I sensed the familiar light-headedness. My consciousness was involuntarily beginning to rise into that initial stage of alpha.”
***Pg 45 : re: freak accidents with all forms of travel and their causes. Ms “Why is that? What is going to make all forms of travel so dangerous?” “ Summer no remember what No-Eyes say ’bout Earth Watchers who no more keep stuff from happening?” ms “You told me about how they have always favorably interfered with accidents and negative weather systems to prevent mass deaths. But that now they’re letting humanity make its own unaware errors. You said that most accidents occur because of the gross unawareness in man’s conscious mind. And you also said that it’s time the Earth Watchers have to let the people see how careless they have been all along.” People no make important time for aware stuff.
Pg 46 “Peoples never gonna learn. It too late anyways. People love lazy path. Peoples be dumb, that all.” “Summer, it be too bad peoples no can see stuff. It be too, too bad.” “Too bad people don’t develop their senses like the four-leggeds.”
Pg 52 Astral projection techniques to mystical highway with all types of beings.
Pg 54 Same vision I had laughing at funny looking being and being admonished by No-Eyes. Mary did the same thing.
Pg 62 re: Earth Watchers no longer protecting unaware peoples. “Summer when Earth Watchers always be helping to cover up peoples mistakes, peoples no learn!” God was indeed letting His people make their own decisions, realizations, and mistakes without any outside protective force involved.
Pg 63 “No stuff ever be like thy look.”
Pg 63 “Peoples gonna just snap minds. They gonna go crazy. They gonna do much crazy stuff-crazy sudden murder.” (exam: milkman killing woman inside. Mother killing 2 young children)
Pg 65 re: killing children due to financial hardship. Ms “Heaven is within the Being of God. Heaven is only for those with a purified spirit. You have done an unthinkable thing here. You must realize that before we can go on.”
Pg 67 re: spirit of woman talking about heaven. ms “You’re going to judge yourself.”
Pg 70 Peoples gonna need way to beat bad money stuff, remember? Peoples in big jobs gonna do bad stuff at work. It gonna happen much.
Pg 70 Bubonic plague - Re-emergence of dreaded diseases
Pg 72 re: revealing dates. “Even though there were future dates pinpointed for each specific happening, I was not to reveal them for 2 reasons: First has to do with placing fear in the minds of people. If dates revealed, who would then take the time to read the warning signs? “After the final devastations, the Great Spirit’s harvest of souls would include only those who were aware enough to listen and to heed the many signs that had been given.” Secondly, has to do with the Law of Probabilities. Even though a specific happening shows a certain date in the future for becoming a reality, this date may fluctuate due to the direct interaction of many determining factors. In other words, there are many influences that can alter a foreseen date.
Pg 73 “ A knowledgeable person must never place any credence in such a prophesied date without first considering its dramatic alteration by numberless probabilities.
Pg 73: re: horrible events not happening. “Sorry, they are forthcoming.” The only aspect that could possibly alter them would be the order of their sequence and could end up occurring simultaneously. We must watch for the signs that re sure to come. “
Pg 73 Need to start living the Earth way: stop eating meat due to carcinogens and the heaviness of the meat itself kept the physical body in such a lowered rate of vibration.. Mix own herbal medicinal formulas, even lotions. Get a greenhouse.
Pg 73 “To me, the world was nearing the brink of its final downfall.”
Pg 78 re: Mary’s past life as Indian She Who Sees. “ Blood not important here. This!” she beat her thin chest, “this be what most important! Listen now. This be important spirit lesson. Spirit, soul, that what be most important.” Summer have what be called a carryover spirit. Summer have carryover Indian soul! That why you be one with forest. That why you cry so bad ‘bout Indian peoples. That why Summer led to No-Eyes woods even! It be carryover Indian soul that make Summer so Indian now!” ms “I had been as a lost child seeking the only thing I would identify most with-my true home.
Pg 81 re: Mary hating Indian parade. “ I was angered that an Indian parade would include men in Civil War uniforms. That angered me. I wanted to scream at them. No-Eyes, I actually hated the sight of them! I had an intense urge to run at them and strike them, claw their eyes out.” No-Eyes- “The Sleeping memory had stirred the carryover soul! The carryover soul memory dominated the moment!” ms “I cried because of how beautiful Indian life used to be……..
(Where we are at now) Pg 86 The governments will be in massive debts to each other, with none being able to recoup their income from the people’s taxes or from industrial revenues or from foreign import taxes. Now countries gonna be angry at each other. They gonna be in much bad shape. Peoples gonna be hurting bad. Countries gonna look round for somebody to put blame on. They gonna want to fight. They gonna take monies they got and make war stuff, see?” No war be logical. But this move, this war move by many countries gonna be only threat stuff. It be way to show peoples how they can be strong, how they can protect. “New countries gonna make nuclear bombs too even” (now Iran).”Little ones.” ms: Are these people light skinned? Nope, Yellow? Humph. They are they brown?” “Yup, they be brown.”
(cont on part 3)
Thank you She-Who-Sees....A dedication to Mary Summer Rain & No-Eyes pg 1
As you can see, I've been having many really profound dreams and visions, and quiet promptings guiding me back to my Indian spirit and Indian ways. Then there are the earth change dreams and visions that seem to be very frequent and very clear as well. Lately, I have not been able to get one of my favorite author's names out of my mind. Her name is Mary Summer Rain. I have not read all of her books, but the No-Eyes series early in her writing days had a profound impact on me, when I read them approximately 24 years ago.
In very brief summary, Mary followed her inner promptings leading her to Colorado, and eventually up to a National Forest, where a blind elderly Native American Visionary named No-Eyes was waiting for her. The very wise No-Eyes took Mary on a spiritual journey into the upcoming earth changes that would be occurring and the outcome; listing events incredibly detailed. What is so unbelievable is the fact, No-Eyes passed in 1984, and what has transpired since. Like No-Eyes says in Phoenix Rising, you can't make people believe, or force them to safe areas, but you can share the warning signs and let everyone follow their own path and their own destinies.
Yesterday, I picked up Phoenix Rising again after many, many years and decided to go page by page and highlight the wisdom bestowed by the most prophetic visionary I think there ever was. I needed to see if there was confirmation to what I have been dreaming and seeing compared to that of No-Eyes and Mary. I almost fell over in shock in the similarities to both Mary's and my life and lessons. I will be forever grateful to the confirmation, I am indeed on the right path (for me). Here are a number of the incredible highlights I'd like to share with everyone:
Phoenix Rising by Mary Summer Rain (1987)Highlights -Quotes with page number and type: (ms=mary summer rains words vs. No-Eyes' words) Note-No-Eyes passed in 1984.
(“It come again, again and again. It not can not be destroyed.” Pg 21. ms “She was speaking about something that was being born and coming before the final battle, something that was to precede (come before something) the massive changes, or perhaps something whose birth or presence was to affect or herald in the changes. pg 22 (Answer: Phoenix, under the earth)
Pg 24 People give and give and give and get no stuff back. They gonna stop work and will work again when they get stuff back. They go on strike.
Pg 25 “Bosses gonna take business place to other lands. Many peoples here no have job, no have no monies no more. They also gonna get machines to do work of workers. They be far over great waters.
Pg 25 Re; import & export “That gonna get real bad, maybe almost stop even. When that almost stop, many more big business and factories gonna stop too. Many peoples now out of work. No place to work. Many peoples be plenty angry.”
Pg 26 “President have more monies for more poor by making all peoples pay more monies to country, see? It simple.” “You mean higher taxes. Now I can really see where this is going to lead.” “To one hell of a revolt.”
Pg 26 “After big business go away from peoples, the tiny ones gonna stop. Many peoples think they be okay, they safe’ cause they have own business, ‘ cause they no have to work for boss-they all wrong.” “ So…you see the small business failing too.. The small businesses with things people need will do okay. “Well, why will the others fail then:” “Many money places gonna be no good.” Banks. “If the banks fail, then naturally the businesses can’t get their initial start-up loans and improvement or expansion loans.”
Pg 27 “If the banks fail, if big businesses take their operations overseas and automate their remaining ones, and industry is plagued with strikes and shutdowns, what does that do to the stock market” Ans” That gonna fall like big tree in forest. That gonna be all gone.”
Pg 27 “Money places gonna stop. They not gonna give out more big monies to build. No more peoples gonna have monies for houses. No more places left to sell houses even. MS “Are you calmly sitting there telling me that new construction will stop? That houses will no longer be built? That real estate agents will be a thing of the past?” “Yup.”
Pg 28 “Price of land and houses gonna go way down-it gonna go way down like through old broken beaver dam.” ”Many people gonna try to sell house and land to get more monies-to live. They not gonna get’ nough even. They gonna still owe plenty monies. Stuff gonna be like big whirlpool circle going down and down, deep and deeper. It gonna suck way down. It not gonna go up-ever.”
Pg 28 “People pay a lot for their big homes and when the value dramatically plunges, they can’t get enough to even cover their existing mortgage payoff.” “Peoples want too much monies from bank. They never gonna have way to pay back.” “Big peoples in big business gonna take many monies. They gonna do stuff like that all over.” ms “She was talking about an escalation in corporate white-collar crime. (Enron, Madoff)
Pg 32 (When Phoenix show head) “Her skin gonna tear bad. Great tears. Her breath be coming in long winds. (see Extinction Protocol 11/28/11) Her mouth be dry. She be hot then shiver with icy cold. She cry out great amount of tears. She flood stuff with tears.”
Pg 33 “Summer, peoples already know ‘bout big tearing in California. That gonna be most bad one. That one be most bad tear.”
Pg 33 “ Summer, many places no have tears happen. Many places no have earth rumble, ever. That gonna change. Big noises gonna come from Earth Mother-deep down inside. They gonna be coming many more times in new places, places where no tears ever be before.” They gonna show up in many new land places. They gonna get bigger and bigger as Phoenix rise from birthing place. Earth Mother move much under skin. She gonna make big moves.” (cont to page 2)
In very brief summary, Mary followed her inner promptings leading her to Colorado, and eventually up to a National Forest, where a blind elderly Native American Visionary named No-Eyes was waiting for her. The very wise No-Eyes took Mary on a spiritual journey into the upcoming earth changes that would be occurring and the outcome; listing events incredibly detailed. What is so unbelievable is the fact, No-Eyes passed in 1984, and what has transpired since. Like No-Eyes says in Phoenix Rising, you can't make people believe, or force them to safe areas, but you can share the warning signs and let everyone follow their own path and their own destinies.
Yesterday, I picked up Phoenix Rising again after many, many years and decided to go page by page and highlight the wisdom bestowed by the most prophetic visionary I think there ever was. I needed to see if there was confirmation to what I have been dreaming and seeing compared to that of No-Eyes and Mary. I almost fell over in shock in the similarities to both Mary's and my life and lessons. I will be forever grateful to the confirmation, I am indeed on the right path (for me). Here are a number of the incredible highlights I'd like to share with everyone:
Phoenix Rising by Mary Summer Rain (1987)Highlights -Quotes with page number and type: (ms=mary summer rains words vs. No-Eyes' words) Note-No-Eyes passed in 1984.
(“It come again, again and again. It not can not be destroyed.” Pg 21. ms “She was speaking about something that was being born and coming before the final battle, something that was to precede (come before something) the massive changes, or perhaps something whose birth or presence was to affect or herald in the changes. pg 22 (Answer: Phoenix, under the earth)
Pg 24 People give and give and give and get no stuff back. They gonna stop work and will work again when they get stuff back. They go on strike.
Pg 25 “Bosses gonna take business place to other lands. Many peoples here no have job, no have no monies no more. They also gonna get machines to do work of workers. They be far over great waters.
Pg 25 Re; import & export “That gonna get real bad, maybe almost stop even. When that almost stop, many more big business and factories gonna stop too. Many peoples now out of work. No place to work. Many peoples be plenty angry.”
Pg 26 “President have more monies for more poor by making all peoples pay more monies to country, see? It simple.” “You mean higher taxes. Now I can really see where this is going to lead.” “To one hell of a revolt.”
Pg 26 “After big business go away from peoples, the tiny ones gonna stop. Many peoples think they be okay, they safe’ cause they have own business, ‘ cause they no have to work for boss-they all wrong.” “ So…you see the small business failing too.. The small businesses with things people need will do okay. “Well, why will the others fail then:” “Many money places gonna be no good.” Banks. “If the banks fail, then naturally the businesses can’t get their initial start-up loans and improvement or expansion loans.”
Pg 27 “If the banks fail, if big businesses take their operations overseas and automate their remaining ones, and industry is plagued with strikes and shutdowns, what does that do to the stock market” Ans” That gonna fall like big tree in forest. That gonna be all gone.”
Pg 27 “Money places gonna stop. They not gonna give out more big monies to build. No more peoples gonna have monies for houses. No more places left to sell houses even. MS “Are you calmly sitting there telling me that new construction will stop? That houses will no longer be built? That real estate agents will be a thing of the past?” “Yup.”
Pg 28 “Price of land and houses gonna go way down-it gonna go way down like through old broken beaver dam.” ”Many people gonna try to sell house and land to get more monies-to live. They not gonna get’ nough even. They gonna still owe plenty monies. Stuff gonna be like big whirlpool circle going down and down, deep and deeper. It gonna suck way down. It not gonna go up-ever.”
Pg 28 “People pay a lot for their big homes and when the value dramatically plunges, they can’t get enough to even cover their existing mortgage payoff.” “Peoples want too much monies from bank. They never gonna have way to pay back.” “Big peoples in big business gonna take many monies. They gonna do stuff like that all over.” ms “She was talking about an escalation in corporate white-collar crime. (Enron, Madoff)
Pg 32 (When Phoenix show head) “Her skin gonna tear bad. Great tears. Her breath be coming in long winds. (see Extinction Protocol 11/28/11) Her mouth be dry. She be hot then shiver with icy cold. She cry out great amount of tears. She flood stuff with tears.”
Pg 33 “Summer, peoples already know ‘bout big tearing in California. That gonna be most bad one. That one be most bad tear.”
Pg 33 “ Summer, many places no have tears happen. Many places no have earth rumble, ever. That gonna change. Big noises gonna come from Earth Mother-deep down inside. They gonna be coming many more times in new places, places where no tears ever be before.” They gonna show up in many new land places. They gonna get bigger and bigger as Phoenix rise from birthing place. Earth Mother move much under skin. She gonna make big moves.” (cont to page 2)
Friday, November 25, 2011
Powerful Dream to Alleviate Fears of Dying................................
Two nights ago, I had yet another tsunami nightmare/vision, again taking place in Laguna Beach, CA. Very strangely, even for myself, this was the 3rd one in the same location. I have not ever had this happen before, which puts me on alert for this area or just for southern California. The difference with this dream though, is the message I was given at the end. It was very profound and I am thankful to have been shown things I may not have totally believed before. (note - I know Laguna well from the many family vacations we took there as a child. On one such vacation when I was 9 years old, I was playing in the waves, when a sudden freak storm hit, causing very high waves and a strong rip tide. Instead of being thrown on shore like everyone else, I was sucked out into the ocean. It did not occur to me that I should/would drown. As the huge swells approached, I held my breathe and dove safely under each one, over and over until the life guard was eventually able to reach me approximately 10 minutes later and take me back to shore.)
Here is my dream:
I am in a structure on the hillside overlooking the ocean in Laguna Beach, CA. The structure begins to vibrate which makes me instantly run out of it and up the stairs to the top of the cliff, overlooking the ocean. Suddenly I notice, the calm, serene ocean turning violent with a huge tide approaching out of nowhere. The waves slam the innocent bystanders on to the sand, contorting their bodies in every unimaginable position. I stand there horrified at what I am witnessing, but because I am so high up, I can do nothing to help the victims in their mangled positions. As the water recedes, I clearly see bodies right below the surface laying face down floating along the shore. I turn and start running down the street frantically searching for the police or someone to tell, since I don't think emergency services knows what has just occurred. In my frantic state, I realize I don't have to run, but rather I know how to fly in my dream state, whereby I lift off the ground and start to fly. Something in me, wants to go back and look down again and see if there are survivors in the water and as I turn....I'm suddenly in a barren room and there is a man just sitting in the corner. I consciously remember that in the dream state, the wall is just an illusion and my spirit will be able to go right through it, if I just think of my body in a fluid state. As I approach the inner wall to permeate, I notice the blank stare of the man sitting there watching me. Strangely, I can't seem to get through the wall. I try again and again, but for some reason I'm stuck.
Next scene- There is an operating table right in front of me and laying on the table is a deceased elderly woman. She appears very peaceful, with even a slight smile on her lips, but she is obviously dead. I am now in a very highly aware state and notice the details of the white gown she is wearing, and the relaxed age lines on her face and the lighting in the room. Suddenly, a male angel appears over me. He smiles this beautifully kind smile to me, and my first thought is "oh my God, he is an angel." The angel gently explains to me (knowing my angst at not being able to help the tsunami victims), that no matter how many people die or from what, everyone has an angel by their side to help transition them from this world to the other world. As he speaks, I see the young, beautiful spirit of the elderly woman rise out of her body, linger over the aged vessel she just left, and ascend to the heavens above. The male angel made sure I understood, there is truly nothing at all to fear in death, and that when things happen, killing a few or a lot, it's the way things are supposed to happen; And most importantly, to have faith, knowing all souls are being loved and looked after.
I woke up with very conflicting emotions. I was still a bit shaken by the visual images of the tsunami, but also had an odd comforting feeling at the thought of angels around each and every one of us, feeling honored this male angel shared with me this precious insight. Hopefully, this will provide peace and an inner comfort to those who read this, allowing yourselves to live free of fear of the afterlife, and to know everything is as it's supposed to be. I say, live free inside, laugh (alot) and love with the depth of your heart.
Namaste
Here is my dream:
I am in a structure on the hillside overlooking the ocean in Laguna Beach, CA. The structure begins to vibrate which makes me instantly run out of it and up the stairs to the top of the cliff, overlooking the ocean. Suddenly I notice, the calm, serene ocean turning violent with a huge tide approaching out of nowhere. The waves slam the innocent bystanders on to the sand, contorting their bodies in every unimaginable position. I stand there horrified at what I am witnessing, but because I am so high up, I can do nothing to help the victims in their mangled positions. As the water recedes, I clearly see bodies right below the surface laying face down floating along the shore. I turn and start running down the street frantically searching for the police or someone to tell, since I don't think emergency services knows what has just occurred. In my frantic state, I realize I don't have to run, but rather I know how to fly in my dream state, whereby I lift off the ground and start to fly. Something in me, wants to go back and look down again and see if there are survivors in the water and as I turn....I'm suddenly in a barren room and there is a man just sitting in the corner. I consciously remember that in the dream state, the wall is just an illusion and my spirit will be able to go right through it, if I just think of my body in a fluid state. As I approach the inner wall to permeate, I notice the blank stare of the man sitting there watching me. Strangely, I can't seem to get through the wall. I try again and again, but for some reason I'm stuck.
Next scene- There is an operating table right in front of me and laying on the table is a deceased elderly woman. She appears very peaceful, with even a slight smile on her lips, but she is obviously dead. I am now in a very highly aware state and notice the details of the white gown she is wearing, and the relaxed age lines on her face and the lighting in the room. Suddenly, a male angel appears over me. He smiles this beautifully kind smile to me, and my first thought is "oh my God, he is an angel." The angel gently explains to me (knowing my angst at not being able to help the tsunami victims), that no matter how many people die or from what, everyone has an angel by their side to help transition them from this world to the other world. As he speaks, I see the young, beautiful spirit of the elderly woman rise out of her body, linger over the aged vessel she just left, and ascend to the heavens above. The male angel made sure I understood, there is truly nothing at all to fear in death, and that when things happen, killing a few or a lot, it's the way things are supposed to happen; And most importantly, to have faith, knowing all souls are being loved and looked after.
I woke up with very conflicting emotions. I was still a bit shaken by the visual images of the tsunami, but also had an odd comforting feeling at the thought of angels around each and every one of us, feeling honored this male angel shared with me this precious insight. Hopefully, this will provide peace and an inner comfort to those who read this, allowing yourselves to live free of fear of the afterlife, and to know everything is as it's supposed to be. I say, live free inside, laugh (alot) and love with the depth of your heart.
Namaste
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Thanksgiving Thoughts.......................and Reflections on the Original Inhabitants
Happy Peaceful Thanksgiving to all,
In today's world, Thanksgiving is a time to be with our loved ones for a day of laughter, fun and lots of delicious food, or just for quiet thoughts. For me, it is also a time to reflect on the approximately 91 Native Americans that helped feed and keep the pilgrims alive in 1621, and the consequences of doing so. The Natives' knowledge and kindness helped keep the pilgrims alive through a winter they surely would have perished in, not for the local aboriginals. As most of us now know, that was essentially the symbolic beginning to the end of the Native culture and lifestyles that had been here for hundreds if not thousands of years.
The pilgrims arrived with a religion completely foreign to the people of the earth. The new white race forced their foreign religious beliefs by the use of violence, deception and sickness, wiping out thousands if not millions of the people that kept them alive through that original winter. The white race had begun a cultural genocide that spanned for the next 200 + years, to a people that lived as wild, fierce and free as any of the wild animals, leaving the earth with very few footprints found left on the earth.
Once, the original native cultures were destroyed, the white religious mentality carried on by next destroying the environment (justifying it in the name of capitalism and greed) and wild animals (that get in the way of profiting from the natural resources), with the obvious consequence of eventually killing ourselves.
Once you spiritually and mentally remove yourself from the earth, that provides the resources for our homes, the food that sustains our bodies and the water that is the life blood for not only the earth, but our bodies as well; it makes it easier to destroy, eventually leading to our own demise.
I ask anybody that is reading this, to please just take a moment and really understand the importance of the earth to our own lives and spirit, and to thank the Gods for providing everything we are about to eat and drink and for the kindness of the earth people that fateful day..
Namaste
In today's world, Thanksgiving is a time to be with our loved ones for a day of laughter, fun and lots of delicious food, or just for quiet thoughts. For me, it is also a time to reflect on the approximately 91 Native Americans that helped feed and keep the pilgrims alive in 1621, and the consequences of doing so. The Natives' knowledge and kindness helped keep the pilgrims alive through a winter they surely would have perished in, not for the local aboriginals. As most of us now know, that was essentially the symbolic beginning to the end of the Native culture and lifestyles that had been here for hundreds if not thousands of years.
The pilgrims arrived with a religion completely foreign to the people of the earth. The new white race forced their foreign religious beliefs by the use of violence, deception and sickness, wiping out thousands if not millions of the people that kept them alive through that original winter. The white race had begun a cultural genocide that spanned for the next 200 + years, to a people that lived as wild, fierce and free as any of the wild animals, leaving the earth with very few footprints found left on the earth.
Once, the original native cultures were destroyed, the white religious mentality carried on by next destroying the environment (justifying it in the name of capitalism and greed) and wild animals (that get in the way of profiting from the natural resources), with the obvious consequence of eventually killing ourselves.
Once you spiritually and mentally remove yourself from the earth, that provides the resources for our homes, the food that sustains our bodies and the water that is the life blood for not only the earth, but our bodies as well; it makes it easier to destroy, eventually leading to our own demise.
I ask anybody that is reading this, to please just take a moment and really understand the importance of the earth to our own lives and spirit, and to thank the Gods for providing everything we are about to eat and drink and for the kindness of the earth people that fateful day..
Namaste
Monday, November 21, 2011
A Little History to the Missing Time Posts....
Dear all,
I'm glad, there are so many, that are enjoying reading my stories. I enjoy sharing them just as much. The one that seems to be of a big interest to a number of people, is the post on the 6 hours of missing time on my drive to Sedona. I indicated I had no idea what occurred or what caused it, but the honest truth is, I do know. I just haven't had the nerve "to go there" with the general public yet as to what causes this to happen. I'm seeing it may be time to reconsider to maintain my credibility and truth.
In fact and in truth, this isn't the first time this has happened to me. (Sedona was the most disorienting though) In 2005, my two kids and I decided to go see the re-enactment of The Battle of Little Bighorn up in Hardin, Montana. We "mapquested" the directions with an estimated time of a little over 7 hours. Somehow, we arrived in 5 hours, totally shocked and wondering why. After the performance, that broke my heart and left me despondent, my kids and I packed up our camping gear and headed for home. The first realization something was really wrong or crazy with the trip, that totally shocked all 3 of us, was the city of Sheridan. WE NEVER SAW it, on the way there. In fact, we were so shocked to see it on the sides of our route, we wondered if we took a wrong turn somewhere. Much to our bewilderment, we were on the same road as we were driving up there. Also, our drive home took over 7 hours, which is what it was supposed to take in the first place. To this day we still talk about it.
The second real obvious time it occurred, was about 2 years ago. My son, his friend and myself needed to drive from Fort Collins, CO, to a small town on the Front Range (1.5 hours away) to pick up an advertised free ping pong table from a nice farming couple. We left my daughter's home at 1 pm and arrived to our destination at 2:30; right on time. Coming home was a whole nother story. We left this home at 3:00 after loading the table in to the back of our truck. To the utter shock of the 3 of us, we found ourselves still driving on the exact same highway at 8:45 pm that night!. We had lost (6) hours of time and still had not arrived home. We actually did not arrive back to my daughter's until 9:00 pm. A total of 6 lost hours. Stranger yet, my son's little hand held game had not lost one bar of power and was still on. To say we were totally dumbfounded is an understatement. We had no idea what had happened and wondered what my daughter would say when we told her what time we had left to begin our drive home. It didn't scare my son or I, but it did a number on my son's best friend. In fact, I don't think his parents ever let him go anywhere with us again.
The missing time this last trip wasn't that unusual, but how I ended up off the road where I began, is. Maybe, after I finish writing about the amazing people I met in Sedona, and the terrific class I attended, I will go to this completely new subject area. I'll have to give it much thought.
Happy Monday night to all.
Kerrie
I'm glad, there are so many, that are enjoying reading my stories. I enjoy sharing them just as much. The one that seems to be of a big interest to a number of people, is the post on the 6 hours of missing time on my drive to Sedona. I indicated I had no idea what occurred or what caused it, but the honest truth is, I do know. I just haven't had the nerve "to go there" with the general public yet as to what causes this to happen. I'm seeing it may be time to reconsider to maintain my credibility and truth.
In fact and in truth, this isn't the first time this has happened to me. (Sedona was the most disorienting though) In 2005, my two kids and I decided to go see the re-enactment of The Battle of Little Bighorn up in Hardin, Montana. We "mapquested" the directions with an estimated time of a little over 7 hours. Somehow, we arrived in 5 hours, totally shocked and wondering why. After the performance, that broke my heart and left me despondent, my kids and I packed up our camping gear and headed for home. The first realization something was really wrong or crazy with the trip, that totally shocked all 3 of us, was the city of Sheridan. WE NEVER SAW it, on the way there. In fact, we were so shocked to see it on the sides of our route, we wondered if we took a wrong turn somewhere. Much to our bewilderment, we were on the same road as we were driving up there. Also, our drive home took over 7 hours, which is what it was supposed to take in the first place. To this day we still talk about it.
The second real obvious time it occurred, was about 2 years ago. My son, his friend and myself needed to drive from Fort Collins, CO, to a small town on the Front Range (1.5 hours away) to pick up an advertised free ping pong table from a nice farming couple. We left my daughter's home at 1 pm and arrived to our destination at 2:30; right on time. Coming home was a whole nother story. We left this home at 3:00 after loading the table in to the back of our truck. To the utter shock of the 3 of us, we found ourselves still driving on the exact same highway at 8:45 pm that night!. We had lost (6) hours of time and still had not arrived home. We actually did not arrive back to my daughter's until 9:00 pm. A total of 6 lost hours. Stranger yet, my son's little hand held game had not lost one bar of power and was still on. To say we were totally dumbfounded is an understatement. We had no idea what had happened and wondered what my daughter would say when we told her what time we had left to begin our drive home. It didn't scare my son or I, but it did a number on my son's best friend. In fact, I don't think his parents ever let him go anywhere with us again.
The missing time this last trip wasn't that unusual, but how I ended up off the road where I began, is. Maybe, after I finish writing about the amazing people I met in Sedona, and the terrific class I attended, I will go to this completely new subject area. I'll have to give it much thought.
Happy Monday night to all.
Kerrie
Sunday, November 20, 2011
The Journey to Sedona....The Flute Player....part 3
Tired and disoriented, I drove slowly down through Oak Creek canyon in total awe of the colors and scenery in front of me, heading toward Sedona. The deep red iron color of the rocks, adorned with mulberry, elderberry, alder, narrowleaf, cottonwood, boxelder, cherry maple, and mountain willows too incredible to believe. Many of the trees had leaves in the process of losing their color of life, evolving into every shade of yellow and gold imaginable. To add to the contrasting colors and drama of the environment, snow had fallen the night before frosting the tops of the sandstone rock formations and trees with a pure white magical covering. I have never seen anything like it. The cars behind me were getting aggravated with my slow moving vehicle, not understanding, I was embracing the thought of being in heaven. I could only think, it looked like a cross between Steamboat Springs and Moab, Utah (my own personal haven.)
Tired, dirty and disoriented, I finally pulled into my home for the next week at The White House Inn motel on 89A, thankful I had survived. Much to my dismay, I soon learned I was not able to check in until 3:00 pm, so I had 3+ hours to do something in my disheveled, exhausted state. I noticed a little crystal shop right next door demanding to be investigated, so I decided to kill a little time and walked over there.
I wandered over to the bumper stickers, and instantly saw one I should have bought for my daughter and myself. It was a picture of the forest and it said "this is my church." I couldn't have said it any better. Then I wandered over to the book section, glancing down at the Mary Summer Rain No-Eyes series, which I've had for years. Then I picked up two books on Shamans, which I connected to instantly, then put back down on the shelf, thinking "why would I pay for something I all ready do on my own?" Still feeling really removed from reality after my 6 hours of missing time, I began to worry a little bit about where I was mentally, questioning, if this is what it feels like to lose your mind. Just then, I heard a piercing sound wafting through the store. A sound so pure, instantly connecting to my soul. I slowly stood up and began to walk very slowly to the sound calling me in my core, grounding me, bringing me completely back from the the spirit world. Not twenty feet in front of me, was a man playing a beautiful Native American song on a wooden flute displayed for sale. I noticed he was looking at me and as I approached him I couldn't help but stare back. I was mesmerized. He sounded like R.Carlos Nakai. When he finished his song, I thanked him for such a beautiful gift and for bringing me back. He said "you're welcome" and introduced himself as Tom, known as Tom White Bear. Within minutes, it was obvious we came from the same place with a very similar spiritual journey. He said he was in town to be in a concert given by his friend Shekina. I, looked at him in shock at his words. "Did you say Shekina?" He replied yes. At that point, I almost fell over.
I explained to him how I had just heard his name and Shekina's two days prior in northwest Colorado, from my friend Mary, though I had never listened to either of them before. Mary was driving the 10.5 hours to Sedona just for him and Shekina, yet it was I, standing here with him, thanking him for his gift to me. Moments later, beautiful and ethereal Shekina walked over to us, whereby Tom introduced us to one another and for the next 30 minutes we had an amazing discussion about all kinds of cool metaphysical things few people outside Sedona would understand. He said he was part of the grizzly clan, originating from the Pleiades. I instantly pulled the socks off my feet, and showed him my grizzly bear paw tattoos on each of my feet, one for each child. My two little bear cubs. I explained I, too seem to be a part of the bear clan, shown to me so often with my dreams at night, of the grizzlies surrounding and protecting me. I explained how I have also woken up in the presence of the Pleiadians, and feel very thankful to them for my protection. I noticed, the high pitch ring in my right ear had gotten even higher and I knew meeting this man was no accident.
After our re-uniting in this world, I thanked him & Shekina for their gifts, and right before they drove off, he handed me a CD as a present. I looked at it with in credulousness. At the center of the CD , there in front of my eyes was a huge grizzly bear standing up looking at me, with the words "From the Ancients" printed across the top, and Mato Sapha (Black Bear) at the bottom, though he has since changed his name. As Tom and Shekina disappeared from view, I humbly looked up at the sky and thanked the native elders and the grizzlies for letting me know they were with me every step of this journey. Wakan Tanka nici un -May the Great Spirit go with you and guide you!!! Mitakuye oyasin – [mee-tah-koo-yey oh-wass-in] - We are all related. Pilamaya ye (thank you).
Tired, dirty and disoriented, I finally pulled into my home for the next week at The White House Inn motel on 89A, thankful I had survived. Much to my dismay, I soon learned I was not able to check in until 3:00 pm, so I had 3+ hours to do something in my disheveled, exhausted state. I noticed a little crystal shop right next door demanding to be investigated, so I decided to kill a little time and walked over there.
I wandered over to the bumper stickers, and instantly saw one I should have bought for my daughter and myself. It was a picture of the forest and it said "this is my church." I couldn't have said it any better. Then I wandered over to the book section, glancing down at the Mary Summer Rain No-Eyes series, which I've had for years. Then I picked up two books on Shamans, which I connected to instantly, then put back down on the shelf, thinking "why would I pay for something I all ready do on my own?" Still feeling really removed from reality after my 6 hours of missing time, I began to worry a little bit about where I was mentally, questioning, if this is what it feels like to lose your mind. Just then, I heard a piercing sound wafting through the store. A sound so pure, instantly connecting to my soul. I slowly stood up and began to walk very slowly to the sound calling me in my core, grounding me, bringing me completely back from the the spirit world. Not twenty feet in front of me, was a man playing a beautiful Native American song on a wooden flute displayed for sale. I noticed he was looking at me and as I approached him I couldn't help but stare back. I was mesmerized. He sounded like R.Carlos Nakai. When he finished his song, I thanked him for such a beautiful gift and for bringing me back. He said "you're welcome" and introduced himself as Tom, known as Tom White Bear. Within minutes, it was obvious we came from the same place with a very similar spiritual journey. He said he was in town to be in a concert given by his friend Shekina. I, looked at him in shock at his words. "Did you say Shekina?" He replied yes. At that point, I almost fell over.
I explained to him how I had just heard his name and Shekina's two days prior in northwest Colorado, from my friend Mary, though I had never listened to either of them before. Mary was driving the 10.5 hours to Sedona just for him and Shekina, yet it was I, standing here with him, thanking him for his gift to me. Moments later, beautiful and ethereal Shekina walked over to us, whereby Tom introduced us to one another and for the next 30 minutes we had an amazing discussion about all kinds of cool metaphysical things few people outside Sedona would understand. He said he was part of the grizzly clan, originating from the Pleiades. I instantly pulled the socks off my feet, and showed him my grizzly bear paw tattoos on each of my feet, one for each child. My two little bear cubs. I explained I, too seem to be a part of the bear clan, shown to me so often with my dreams at night, of the grizzlies surrounding and protecting me. I explained how I have also woken up in the presence of the Pleiadians, and feel very thankful to them for my protection. I noticed, the high pitch ring in my right ear had gotten even higher and I knew meeting this man was no accident.
After our re-uniting in this world, I thanked him & Shekina for their gifts, and right before they drove off, he handed me a CD as a present. I looked at it with in credulousness. At the center of the CD , there in front of my eyes was a huge grizzly bear standing up looking at me, with the words "From the Ancients" printed across the top, and Mato Sapha (Black Bear) at the bottom, though he has since changed his name. As Tom and Shekina disappeared from view, I humbly looked up at the sky and thanked the native elders and the grizzlies for letting me know they were with me every step of this journey. Wakan Tanka nici un -May the Great Spirit go with you and guide you!!! Mitakuye oyasin – [mee-tah-koo-yey oh-wass-in] - We are all related. Pilamaya ye (thank you).
Thursday, November 17, 2011
The Journey to Sedona,.....6 hrs of missing time.........(part 2B) please read 2A below first
Native men and even the young male employee working behind the counter to see this 49 year old red headed lady walk in late at night from the desert in the middle of nowhere. I noticed my necklace instantly caught the glance of two men, which I felt may have made me less of a stranger and which I was now happy I was wearing. I asked the young Navajo, to please direct me back to H191/H160. After a moment of stunned silence he said "you will have to turn around and drive at least 60 miles to get back to 191." I almost fell over hearing his words. "What the H_ll happened to me out there?" were my only thoughts. After he kindly gave me directions on how to get back out of the area of the "rez" I was in, I got back in my car and began driving on the darkest, scariest road of my life. It takes a lot to scare me, but let me tell you I was scared to death. I knew if I went off the road or was run off the road by a lone male in the pitch black in the middle of nowhere, no one would ever find me. In that moment, I truly gave all my faith over to the Great Spirit and made total peace with dying. My thoughts were "I have lived a good full honorable life and in all reality there's no better place for me to die, than surrounded by Native Americans. If it time for me to die, than I'll die." I thought of my kids and mentally told them, how much I loved them - and that everything is good. I also found comfort knowing, I had brought along my old .40 Glock hand gun, I had used as a State Park Officer sitting comfortable on the seat next to me in the event I would need it. I had only driven for about 15 minutes going around a gentle curve, heading into no man's land, when suddenly a big bloated dead deer was right in the center of my lane just as the dog was a while back.
Fortunately, I saw it in time to avoid hitting it, knowing it would have instantly flipped my little car. After back tracking north back up to 191 & 160, I finally arrived in Flagstaff around 1:00am. To say I was exhausted, is an understatement, and now the weather had turned from dry and beautiful to a blinding rain and snow storm. I was beginning to wonder why the GODS were making it so hard for me to get to Sedona. Then to my horror, as I entered Oak Creek Canyon approximately 20 miles north of Sedona, the rain was coming down in sheets with huge boulders coming off the cliffs into the middle of the narrow, winding road making my path very hazardous. I had to avoid hitting a boulder 1/8th the size of my car and weaving past all the little ones praying the hill side did not give away. Thank God it didn't . When I finally made it to the straightway, there on the right side of the road, was a BLM campground, which I gladly drove into so I could go to sleep right there in my car seat praying, the wind and rain didn't cause a tree to fall on top of the car. It was now 2:00 in the morning; three and half hours after when I should have arrived. Thankfully, I had brought my buffalo hide along, which I threw over me for warmth in the car, only to wake up an hour later to find 4" of snow majestically covering the forest and my car.
In the morning, I took a walk through the forest savoring the grandeur of the sand stone mountains covered in evergreen trees with white frosting on top doing my best to reconnect back to the earth and reorienting myself and reflecting on the craziness of the night. Soon after, I drove to a nearby viewing area to sit in my car and eat a bowl of granola and dried milk. While sitting peacefully, I glanced over at my dash and the time said 11:11, and my odometer was at: 1151.11. Considering 11/11/11 was soon approaching, I found that a bit interesting. Despite the insanity of the night, it was beyond beautiful and my reality had now become surreal. I finally made it to Sedona!
Fortunately, I saw it in time to avoid hitting it, knowing it would have instantly flipped my little car. After back tracking north back up to 191 & 160, I finally arrived in Flagstaff around 1:00am. To say I was exhausted, is an understatement, and now the weather had turned from dry and beautiful to a blinding rain and snow storm. I was beginning to wonder why the GODS were making it so hard for me to get to Sedona. Then to my horror, as I entered Oak Creek Canyon approximately 20 miles north of Sedona, the rain was coming down in sheets with huge boulders coming off the cliffs into the middle of the narrow, winding road making my path very hazardous. I had to avoid hitting a boulder 1/8th the size of my car and weaving past all the little ones praying the hill side did not give away. Thank God it didn't . When I finally made it to the straightway, there on the right side of the road, was a BLM campground, which I gladly drove into so I could go to sleep right there in my car seat praying, the wind and rain didn't cause a tree to fall on top of the car. It was now 2:00 in the morning; three and half hours after when I should have arrived. Thankfully, I had brought my buffalo hide along, which I threw over me for warmth in the car, only to wake up an hour later to find 4" of snow majestically covering the forest and my car.
In the morning, I took a walk through the forest savoring the grandeur of the sand stone mountains covered in evergreen trees with white frosting on top doing my best to reconnect back to the earth and reorienting myself and reflecting on the craziness of the night. Soon after, I drove to a nearby viewing area to sit in my car and eat a bowl of granola and dried milk. While sitting peacefully, I glanced over at my dash and the time said 11:11, and my odometer was at: 1151.11. Considering 11/11/11 was soon approaching, I found that a bit interesting. Despite the insanity of the night, it was beyond beautiful and my reality had now become surreal. I finally made it to Sedona!
The Journey to Sedona,.....6 Hours of Missing Time....................(part 2A)
Happy Peaceful November 17th, 2011,
The mystical (& only terrifying) aspects of my trip to Sedona were just beginning. When I left the kiva and Madalyn, I felt incredibly peaceful and ready for the last part of my drive on Hwy 191, connecting to 160 W, eager to see the beauty I've heard so much about in the town of Sedona. That was not to be, at least for the time being. While I was driving on H191S heading toward the Junction of 191/160, the sun had set entirely leaving me to reflect in the darkness, the drama that unfolds everyday in the red sand stone deserts. The dramatic colors of the sun rising and setting reflecting every imaginable shade of red/yellow and orange on the soft red rocks is a scene that takes my heart away. It's the most amazing play there is. Every show is different and every act is as free as the wind. One of my favorite authors; Edward Abbey, describes the grandeur better than I ever could.
What happened next, is truly unknown. All I can say is this, on 191, my headlights reflected on the sign right in front of me with an arrow pointing to the left heading toward "4 corners" and to the right heading to "Kayenta" (where I needed to go). I believe it was around 6:00-6:30pm, because I had just left the museum at 5:15, and had not been driving very long. The next thing I know, suddenly there is a big black dog standing right in the middle of my lane forcing me into total awareness and forcing me to make an abrupt movement into the other lane, to avoid hitting the entity that appeared out of nowhere. My only thought was "oh sh_t" and I instantly glanced into my rear view mirror and noticed glaring bright lights which I figured was a big pickup truck behind me.
The thing was, the truck did nothing to avoid hitting the dog and kept driving in a straight motion. My heart was racing a million miles an hour and then my inner voice instantly told me, that black dog was warning me to not go any farther. Somehow, I just knew it! I also noticed the quality of the road was now in very bad condition compared to a regular highway. Then I glanced at my dash. My clock said 10:00pm!!!! I had lost approximately 6 hours of my life and precious time on my journey. Worse yet, was the fact I had NO idea where I was or even what direction I was driving in. I was also very disoriented and had a very high pitch ring in my right ear.
In a moment of blind panic, I searched for any sign along the highway for a name of a location or even a mile post marker and town as an indication to my direction. To my horror, someone had taken black spray paint and "x"ed out every single marker and location on both sides of the road, further sending me into an inner feeling of panic. I did not know what to do, so I kept on driving. Finally, a little gas station appeared on the left hand side of the road, with the parking lot full of Navajos, either sitting in their trucks or hanging around the outside of the building. I was a little apprehensive about a white woman appearing out of nowhere late at night on the reservation needing help, but I did not care. I had no choice.I was truly lost. Before I even got out of my little green car, I took a compass out of my backpack (since I refuse to have a cell phone or a GPS, since in my opinion they make people helpless and even more disconnected) and oriented myself to North. (In all my years and hundreds of thousands of miles of driving, I have never experienced anything like this.) I was heading southeast. As I sat quietly trying to figure out what happened, with the strange lighting of the gas station glowing through my windows, I clasped my powerful bear necklace between my hands and asked for protection and strength. I also had on a jacket with a Native American design on its back which I was thankful for. When I walked into the door, I sensed a bit of surprise by the (please go to next post above)
The mystical (& only terrifying) aspects of my trip to Sedona were just beginning. When I left the kiva and Madalyn, I felt incredibly peaceful and ready for the last part of my drive on Hwy 191, connecting to 160 W, eager to see the beauty I've heard so much about in the town of Sedona. That was not to be, at least for the time being. While I was driving on H191S heading toward the Junction of 191/160, the sun had set entirely leaving me to reflect in the darkness, the drama that unfolds everyday in the red sand stone deserts. The dramatic colors of the sun rising and setting reflecting every imaginable shade of red/yellow and orange on the soft red rocks is a scene that takes my heart away. It's the most amazing play there is. Every show is different and every act is as free as the wind. One of my favorite authors; Edward Abbey, describes the grandeur better than I ever could.
What happened next, is truly unknown. All I can say is this, on 191, my headlights reflected on the sign right in front of me with an arrow pointing to the left heading toward "4 corners" and to the right heading to "Kayenta" (where I needed to go). I believe it was around 6:00-6:30pm, because I had just left the museum at 5:15, and had not been driving very long. The next thing I know, suddenly there is a big black dog standing right in the middle of my lane forcing me into total awareness and forcing me to make an abrupt movement into the other lane, to avoid hitting the entity that appeared out of nowhere. My only thought was "oh sh_t" and I instantly glanced into my rear view mirror and noticed glaring bright lights which I figured was a big pickup truck behind me.
The thing was, the truck did nothing to avoid hitting the dog and kept driving in a straight motion. My heart was racing a million miles an hour and then my inner voice instantly told me, that black dog was warning me to not go any farther. Somehow, I just knew it! I also noticed the quality of the road was now in very bad condition compared to a regular highway. Then I glanced at my dash. My clock said 10:00pm!!!! I had lost approximately 6 hours of my life and precious time on my journey. Worse yet, was the fact I had NO idea where I was or even what direction I was driving in. I was also very disoriented and had a very high pitch ring in my right ear.
In a moment of blind panic, I searched for any sign along the highway for a name of a location or even a mile post marker and town as an indication to my direction. To my horror, someone had taken black spray paint and "x"ed out every single marker and location on both sides of the road, further sending me into an inner feeling of panic. I did not know what to do, so I kept on driving. Finally, a little gas station appeared on the left hand side of the road, with the parking lot full of Navajos, either sitting in their trucks or hanging around the outside of the building. I was a little apprehensive about a white woman appearing out of nowhere late at night on the reservation needing help, but I did not care. I had no choice.I was truly lost. Before I even got out of my little green car, I took a compass out of my backpack (since I refuse to have a cell phone or a GPS, since in my opinion they make people helpless and even more disconnected) and oriented myself to North. (In all my years and hundreds of thousands of miles of driving, I have never experienced anything like this.) I was heading southeast. As I sat quietly trying to figure out what happened, with the strange lighting of the gas station glowing through my windows, I clasped my powerful bear necklace between my hands and asked for protection and strength. I also had on a jacket with a Native American design on its back which I was thankful for. When I walked into the door, I sensed a bit of surprise by the (please go to next post above)
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
The Journey to Sedona, beginning with the Wall and the Kiva at Edge of the Cedars State Park (part 1)
Namaste,
I'm not even sure where to begin on the experiences that led me to Sedona, Arizona last week from 11/04-11/12. The whole quest was totally surreal from the time I left home to the time I pulled back in to the garage. In hind sight, I see now that the adventure began before I even left home in order to take a Past Life Regression certification course. The adventure really began when I dreamed of the warriors on the red sand stone cliffs and my old friends from the Battle of Little Bighorn, and being with the wise elderly Native American man in what I realize now was a kiva. The tsunami dream was a metaphoric warning for what was about to happen to me on this trip. Who would guess such a journey could really exist, except in a Tony Hillerman or Lynn Andrews book. But it did. Everything I am about to write about is true with numerous friends as witnesses (with the exception of the missing time event.) The week and the meetings with dear old souls from a time long gone are so surreal, it feels like it did not even occur in this dimension. How could it? It's the stuff dreams are made of!
Two days prior to leaving, my dear friend Mary told me she would going down to Sedona a few days after me, to attend a concert given by Shekina and her friend Tom. I have not listened to Shekina, but once, but I would not forget that name because of its uniqueness. I filed this information away in my mind. My initial excitement for this trip was to go to Edge of the Cedars State Park in Blanding, Utah, to find the kiva I had dreamed about and to see the rock wall with the petroglyphs , that I saw in my vision. Five hours after leaving home on Friday November 4th, I finally arrived to an empty parking lot around 3:00 pm. My fear was that the museum was closed but fortunately it was not. I had two hours to do whatever was waiting for me. As I entered the front door, the only person in sight was a kind gray haired woman around 50 working behind the desk. The museum was as silent as a desert canyon, with ancient Anasazi artifacts safely in display cases and on the walls. After speaking with this woman for a few minutes, she pointed me to the stairs that I would have to go up to get to the wall covered with symbols on it and then pointed out back to the direction of the only kiva in the park. I was very antsy to get to my destination. As I quietly approached the wall, my heart nearly stopped. There in front of me were the exact same symbols I had seen in my vision on October 29th; this time though they were on a wall, not a rock, the exact same color and size with the dark yellow border surrounding it. It was so surreal I had to ask myself if I was dreaming. Once again, I outlined the symbols with my actual fingers and silently asked myself "what is happening to me" "why did this wall and kiva call to me?" Tears welled up in my throat as I was humbled to my core. The only sounds were that of my whispering voice in the museum. After spending an unknown amount of time in front of this wall, I kissed my fingers and carefully touched the wall, saying goodbye to this symbol letting me know I had arrived where I was supposed to be. It was the kiva that I needed to descend into. I quietly turned and followed the darkened hallway leading to the exit door. The air outside was cold, like an approaching snowstorm and the wind throwing my untamed red hair all over the place. I noticed the weight of the black backpack I was wearing, reminding me of the days of my youth hiking far into the wilderness areas. As I approached the kiva sight, the hair on the back of my neck stood up when I instantly recognized the square entrance to the sacred chamber. It was exactly as I saw six nights earlier, alone and calling to me. When I got on the stocky wooden ladder to descend in to the sacred earthen structure, I silently laughed at how much easier it was to descend in spirit, than with my bulky, obtrusive pack behind me; the silence and feelings totally unreal. The peace and simpleness of the kiva again humbled me to the core. As I entered, I kindly said hello to "grandfather" I had seen in my vision but not with my eyes. I sat down in the center near the base of the stairs happily becoming one with the soft red cool dirt still in shock such a place really existed. I asked him to help me understand why I had been called to this sacred location by such a wise soul. I took out my beaded braintanned medicine pouch, I had made many years ago and began to rub a few of my sacred possessions in to the earth and in to the leather of the bag, even rubbing red sand in to my beaded mocassions I, too had made many years ago squaw stitching a blue bear paw on one foot and a yellow buffalo head on the other. I took off my strong bear claw necklace from around my neck, I had made many years ago and rubbed it to into the sacred earth acknowledging to the earth we would become one. I then laid flat on my back, eyes closed ready to hear whatever was waiting for me to hear. After moments of silence, suddenly I just knew this kiva was a reminder to how we need to live in the future. How we need to reconnect to the simple ways of living with the earth, instead of against it. Deep in this round kiva, a family could easily sleep on animal hides and cook simple meals in the fire pit safe from the elements above. Dances and ceremonies would be simple and natural; laughter permeating this structure. How then, I asked myself, have we gotten, as a species so off course; living completely against the earth way?!!! I found myself apologizing to Mother Nature once again, since I find myself doing so almost daily. Now, it even meant more to me, tears welling up into my eyes. When my thoughts quieted, I noticed the light above starting to wane and I knew it was time for me to leave this precious place and continue on my journey to Sedona. I said good bye to grandfather that resided in another dimension in this sacred place and told him I was honored he called to me and promised I would do my best to hear the lessons from the other world.
I experienced great sadness walking away from this underground dwelling and entered back into the museum guarding it. I needed someone to share with, so I found myself standing alone with Madalyn, the kind woman working behind the counter with not another soul in sight. This too was magical, for only after a few moments of talking with each other we recognized one another from another time and another place now gone. I told her my story about the dream leading me to the kiva, and she shared her story, about how a dream led her as well to a sacred location only minutes from where we were standing. She even had a picture of it on her cell phone which she shared me. She knew from her dream, she was a Protector of the Sacred Sites, and of the Ancient Souls now walking around in human form. I knew she was right and instantly felt love and kindness for her especially because I felt the same way. As in my vision, I just met one of the warriors from the red sand stone canyon. I asked her to say hi to grandfather for me every day and thanked her for taking care of such a sacred, sacred spot. We agreed to always stay in contact with each other which we all ready have, and I'm sure will for days and years to come. Thank you Great Spirit for this amazing experience and to you Madalyn for your beautiful soul. I am so happy to see you again!!!! (Part 2 will be about my 3.5 hours of missing time, after leaving the kiva; ending up on a Navajo reservation in the middle of the night totally lost)
I'm not even sure where to begin on the experiences that led me to Sedona, Arizona last week from 11/04-11/12. The whole quest was totally surreal from the time I left home to the time I pulled back in to the garage. In hind sight, I see now that the adventure began before I even left home in order to take a Past Life Regression certification course. The adventure really began when I dreamed of the warriors on the red sand stone cliffs and my old friends from the Battle of Little Bighorn, and being with the wise elderly Native American man in what I realize now was a kiva. The tsunami dream was a metaphoric warning for what was about to happen to me on this trip. Who would guess such a journey could really exist, except in a Tony Hillerman or Lynn Andrews book. But it did. Everything I am about to write about is true with numerous friends as witnesses (with the exception of the missing time event.) The week and the meetings with dear old souls from a time long gone are so surreal, it feels like it did not even occur in this dimension. How could it? It's the stuff dreams are made of!
Two days prior to leaving, my dear friend Mary told me she would going down to Sedona a few days after me, to attend a concert given by Shekina and her friend Tom. I have not listened to Shekina, but once, but I would not forget that name because of its uniqueness. I filed this information away in my mind. My initial excitement for this trip was to go to Edge of the Cedars State Park in Blanding, Utah, to find the kiva I had dreamed about and to see the rock wall with the petroglyphs , that I saw in my vision. Five hours after leaving home on Friday November 4th, I finally arrived to an empty parking lot around 3:00 pm. My fear was that the museum was closed but fortunately it was not. I had two hours to do whatever was waiting for me. As I entered the front door, the only person in sight was a kind gray haired woman around 50 working behind the desk. The museum was as silent as a desert canyon, with ancient Anasazi artifacts safely in display cases and on the walls. After speaking with this woman for a few minutes, she pointed me to the stairs that I would have to go up to get to the wall covered with symbols on it and then pointed out back to the direction of the only kiva in the park. I was very antsy to get to my destination. As I quietly approached the wall, my heart nearly stopped. There in front of me were the exact same symbols I had seen in my vision on October 29th; this time though they were on a wall, not a rock, the exact same color and size with the dark yellow border surrounding it. It was so surreal I had to ask myself if I was dreaming. Once again, I outlined the symbols with my actual fingers and silently asked myself "what is happening to me" "why did this wall and kiva call to me?" Tears welled up in my throat as I was humbled to my core. The only sounds were that of my whispering voice in the museum. After spending an unknown amount of time in front of this wall, I kissed my fingers and carefully touched the wall, saying goodbye to this symbol letting me know I had arrived where I was supposed to be. It was the kiva that I needed to descend into. I quietly turned and followed the darkened hallway leading to the exit door. The air outside was cold, like an approaching snowstorm and the wind throwing my untamed red hair all over the place. I noticed the weight of the black backpack I was wearing, reminding me of the days of my youth hiking far into the wilderness areas. As I approached the kiva sight, the hair on the back of my neck stood up when I instantly recognized the square entrance to the sacred chamber. It was exactly as I saw six nights earlier, alone and calling to me. When I got on the stocky wooden ladder to descend in to the sacred earthen structure, I silently laughed at how much easier it was to descend in spirit, than with my bulky, obtrusive pack behind me; the silence and feelings totally unreal. The peace and simpleness of the kiva again humbled me to the core. As I entered, I kindly said hello to "grandfather" I had seen in my vision but not with my eyes. I sat down in the center near the base of the stairs happily becoming one with the soft red cool dirt still in shock such a place really existed. I asked him to help me understand why I had been called to this sacred location by such a wise soul. I took out my beaded braintanned medicine pouch, I had made many years ago and began to rub a few of my sacred possessions in to the earth and in to the leather of the bag, even rubbing red sand in to my beaded mocassions I, too had made many years ago squaw stitching a blue bear paw on one foot and a yellow buffalo head on the other. I took off my strong bear claw necklace from around my neck, I had made many years ago and rubbed it to into the sacred earth acknowledging to the earth we would become one. I then laid flat on my back, eyes closed ready to hear whatever was waiting for me to hear. After moments of silence, suddenly I just knew this kiva was a reminder to how we need to live in the future. How we need to reconnect to the simple ways of living with the earth, instead of against it. Deep in this round kiva, a family could easily sleep on animal hides and cook simple meals in the fire pit safe from the elements above. Dances and ceremonies would be simple and natural; laughter permeating this structure. How then, I asked myself, have we gotten, as a species so off course; living completely against the earth way?!!! I found myself apologizing to Mother Nature once again, since I find myself doing so almost daily. Now, it even meant more to me, tears welling up into my eyes. When my thoughts quieted, I noticed the light above starting to wane and I knew it was time for me to leave this precious place and continue on my journey to Sedona. I said good bye to grandfather that resided in another dimension in this sacred place and told him I was honored he called to me and promised I would do my best to hear the lessons from the other world.
I experienced great sadness walking away from this underground dwelling and entered back into the museum guarding it. I needed someone to share with, so I found myself standing alone with Madalyn, the kind woman working behind the counter with not another soul in sight. This too was magical, for only after a few moments of talking with each other we recognized one another from another time and another place now gone. I told her my story about the dream leading me to the kiva, and she shared her story, about how a dream led her as well to a sacred location only minutes from where we were standing. She even had a picture of it on her cell phone which she shared me. She knew from her dream, she was a Protector of the Sacred Sites, and of the Ancient Souls now walking around in human form. I knew she was right and instantly felt love and kindness for her especially because I felt the same way. As in my vision, I just met one of the warriors from the red sand stone canyon. I asked her to say hi to grandfather for me every day and thanked her for taking care of such a sacred, sacred spot. We agreed to always stay in contact with each other which we all ready have, and I'm sure will for days and years to come. Thank you Great Spirit for this amazing experience and to you Madalyn for your beautiful soul. I am so happy to see you again!!!! (Part 2 will be about my 3.5 hours of missing time, after leaving the kiva; ending up on a Navajo reservation in the middle of the night totally lost)
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Tsunami Dreams.................................
Here it is a beautiful sunny November day and I am going to write about tsunami dreams. Unfortunately, I've had a number of them over the years, but three recently that were so clear and so vivid, like the one I had early this morning that I can't help think it's for a reason. The most recent have taken place in Southern California causing me to wake up in a semi-panic from their clarity like I did this morning. Here is what I dreamed:
I am sitting on a large boulder on the beach enjoying a warm, sunny day in southern California with my face up to the sun. The boulder is approximately 25 ft high and hundreds of feet from the water providing security and a raised viewing area. Suddenly, I notice the ocean coming in towards me at a very high rate of speed. The beautiful calm water is now brown and violent in appearance and absolutely menacing as it approaches the rock I'm sitting on; heading towards the beach full of people. Before I can scream a warning, the water approaches so fast I have only a second to realize it is a tsunami. I'm terrified I am going to be pulled off the rock into the abyss. I lay face down on the very top with my stomach as close to the rock as possible holding onto deep cracks with my fingertips, legs spread out with my toes wedged in anything I could find. I hold my breathe as the water comes up and over the top of me, momentarily dislodging my feet from security. My only thought was "I'm going to actually drown in a tsunami." After a moment the water begins to recede and I am still holding on while watching hundreds of people pulled into the ocean off the beaches and floating all around me. After a moment of chaos and terror, the water and rip tides quiet down just enough for me to jump off the rock and begin swimming as hard as I can to shore. I am praying no one grabs me or I don't accidentally swim over someone less strong as I. I remember even praying I wouldn't be noticed by a Great White to add to my other worries. To my surprise, I make it back to shore and run for a building that has hundreds of feet of stairs going up to a room up top. The top room is full of people and we are all happy to have survived the horror below. Then, I feel the room begin to move. The metal supports for the structure had been damaged by the water and couldn't take the weight of the people. All of a sudden, it drops at an unnatural angle, with me knowing we are about to free fall back in to the ocean. Then it happens. The room full of screaming people breaks free and falls toward the ocean. I consciously bend my knees hoping the impact won't shatter my legs. The room hits the ocean and I'm amazed to still be alive. I wait for the water and pressure to stabilize, then I break a window open with my legs and jump out into the water-which instantly caused me to wake up with my heart beating a million miles an hour.
I still can't shake the feeling and images of this dream. I've had two other really vivid tsunami dreams in southern California recently, which really makes me think all Hell is about to hit there, or maybe it is just symbolic of turmoil in my own life. I will say this though. The last time I had a serious of really vivid tsunami dreams was prior to the Indian Ocean earthquake & tsunami which plagued me night after night for months. When the tsunami actually happened I had a few years of peace, only to have them begin again prior to the Japanese earthquake/tsunami, then a little peace and now they've started back up. Yikes. It's funny because I love the beauty of the ocean, but for some reason I really like the idea of it, far away from me now.
Just a note - Even though I do seem to know way out before a big ones hits, I can't help but wonder if I died in a past life by a tsunami causing me to be so sensitive to them now. Just a thought.
I am sitting on a large boulder on the beach enjoying a warm, sunny day in southern California with my face up to the sun. The boulder is approximately 25 ft high and hundreds of feet from the water providing security and a raised viewing area. Suddenly, I notice the ocean coming in towards me at a very high rate of speed. The beautiful calm water is now brown and violent in appearance and absolutely menacing as it approaches the rock I'm sitting on; heading towards the beach full of people. Before I can scream a warning, the water approaches so fast I have only a second to realize it is a tsunami. I'm terrified I am going to be pulled off the rock into the abyss. I lay face down on the very top with my stomach as close to the rock as possible holding onto deep cracks with my fingertips, legs spread out with my toes wedged in anything I could find. I hold my breathe as the water comes up and over the top of me, momentarily dislodging my feet from security. My only thought was "I'm going to actually drown in a tsunami." After a moment the water begins to recede and I am still holding on while watching hundreds of people pulled into the ocean off the beaches and floating all around me. After a moment of chaos and terror, the water and rip tides quiet down just enough for me to jump off the rock and begin swimming as hard as I can to shore. I am praying no one grabs me or I don't accidentally swim over someone less strong as I. I remember even praying I wouldn't be noticed by a Great White to add to my other worries. To my surprise, I make it back to shore and run for a building that has hundreds of feet of stairs going up to a room up top. The top room is full of people and we are all happy to have survived the horror below. Then, I feel the room begin to move. The metal supports for the structure had been damaged by the water and couldn't take the weight of the people. All of a sudden, it drops at an unnatural angle, with me knowing we are about to free fall back in to the ocean. Then it happens. The room full of screaming people breaks free and falls toward the ocean. I consciously bend my knees hoping the impact won't shatter my legs. The room hits the ocean and I'm amazed to still be alive. I wait for the water and pressure to stabilize, then I break a window open with my legs and jump out into the water-which instantly caused me to wake up with my heart beating a million miles an hour.
I still can't shake the feeling and images of this dream. I've had two other really vivid tsunami dreams in southern California recently, which really makes me think all Hell is about to hit there, or maybe it is just symbolic of turmoil in my own life. I will say this though. The last time I had a serious of really vivid tsunami dreams was prior to the Indian Ocean earthquake & tsunami which plagued me night after night for months. When the tsunami actually happened I had a few years of peace, only to have them begin again prior to the Japanese earthquake/tsunami, then a little peace and now they've started back up. Yikes. It's funny because I love the beauty of the ocean, but for some reason I really like the idea of it, far away from me now.
Just a note - Even though I do seem to know way out before a big ones hits, I can't help but wonder if I died in a past life by a tsunami causing me to be so sensitive to them now. Just a thought.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Amazing Find in Reference to the Square Hole in the Ground..The Ancient Ones..
I have not been able to stop thinking about the last dream experience I posted. It was so clear and profound I can not help but think there is more to it than just a dream. Yesterday, I decided to google image "square kiva entrance" for the hek of it. To my astonishment the very same image I saw in my dream appeared on the computer right in front of my physical eyes. I almost fell out of the chair. I quickly clicked on its location to not only find the kiva, but the rock wall with the symbols, I inspected so carefully with my fingers, adding to the in-credulousness of the find. Then the icing on the cake: the state park where it is located is right on the exact same route I will be taking next weekend on my trip to Sedona, AZ, in order to attend a conference. Unbelievable , but totally true. I knew instantly where I was supposed to go. What amazes me further, is the description of this one particular kiva; stating that it was inhabited by the Anasazi people, known as the Ancient Ones.
The Ancient Ones have a special significance for me for two reasons. One stems from a visit to Mesa Verde years ago and going up into the cliff dwellings. The moment I stood in my first dwelling, my very first thought was, "these people are from the stars." "There is no way a normal human being would be so comfortable this high up...almost like they were trying to get as close to the stars as possible." Then the mystery of their disappearance just like that. Then a few years later, in one of my night time dreams, I was standing with a group of souls from the stars, which for me seemed a very natural thing to do. This group told me they were from the Pleiades, which I recognized as the Seven Sisters from Lakotah origin stories. I stood very quietly listening to them talk, instantly recognizing the similarity of their philosophy of the beginning of the peoples and that of the Lakotah and other aboriginal tribes. I was thinking to myself "this explains how so many tribes divided by oceans and forests could have some of the basic beliefs regarding origins and their connection to the earth." The moment I thought this, one of the beings, turned to me with a smile and said "that's because we are the Ancient Ones." Needless to say, I was overjoyed at being right; thinking to myself "I knew it, I knew it." The Anasazi and the Pleiadians are of the same family (as are the Lakotah and many aborigines). We really did originate from the stars.
So here I am years later, dreaming of the square kiva used by the Anasazi and me being shown where I need to go next weekend. Wow...pretty amazing. The journey continues. I can't help but think it's being reconfirmed the origins of who I am even prior to the last life as a Lakota warrior. Maybe we all come from the stars, albeit with different locations and different intentions.
Journey well and dream freely!!! Trust your guides and let your spirit be free of fear, guilt, greed, ego, attachment and materialism humbling yourself to the Great Spirit. It's amazing where it will lead you and what you will learn about yourself and the world around you. Namaste!
The Ancient Ones have a special significance for me for two reasons. One stems from a visit to Mesa Verde years ago and going up into the cliff dwellings. The moment I stood in my first dwelling, my very first thought was, "these people are from the stars." "There is no way a normal human being would be so comfortable this high up...almost like they were trying to get as close to the stars as possible." Then the mystery of their disappearance just like that. Then a few years later, in one of my night time dreams, I was standing with a group of souls from the stars, which for me seemed a very natural thing to do. This group told me they were from the Pleiades, which I recognized as the Seven Sisters from Lakotah origin stories. I stood very quietly listening to them talk, instantly recognizing the similarity of their philosophy of the beginning of the peoples and that of the Lakotah and other aboriginal tribes. I was thinking to myself "this explains how so many tribes divided by oceans and forests could have some of the basic beliefs regarding origins and their connection to the earth." The moment I thought this, one of the beings, turned to me with a smile and said "that's because we are the Ancient Ones." Needless to say, I was overjoyed at being right; thinking to myself "I knew it, I knew it." The Anasazi and the Pleiadians are of the same family (as are the Lakotah and many aborigines). We really did originate from the stars.
So here I am years later, dreaming of the square kiva used by the Anasazi and me being shown where I need to go next weekend. Wow...pretty amazing. The journey continues. I can't help but think it's being reconfirmed the origins of who I am even prior to the last life as a Lakota warrior. Maybe we all come from the stars, albeit with different locations and different intentions.
Journey well and dream freely!!! Trust your guides and let your spirit be free of fear, guilt, greed, ego, attachment and materialism humbling yourself to the Great Spirit. It's amazing where it will lead you and what you will learn about yourself and the world around you. Namaste!
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